Thursday, September 2, 2010 ' 7:29 AM
05.09.2010_Sunday_1051pm
02.09.2010_Thursday_1030pm
Heartachiin ~
ii dunno how to fiind excuses to bluff moiiself .
" Trust " iishx all ii asked for .
" Trueful " iishx all ii ever wan .
Wat should ii do ? . . *Confuse*
ii nehberr hiide moii thiings from hiim at all ~
ii dunno y he iishx liike hiidiin hiis thiings from mii ~
Sometiime ii cannot feels liike ii m hiis GF ~ Or we r Jus fren ?
1st tiime ii meet tiis kiinda of thiings .
Who M ii seriiously ? . .
ii noe nothiing much about hiim ~
iishx ii dun wan ask ? . . Or ask lers whether ans iishx true or not true who noes ? . .
ii cannot understand wat he iishx thiinkiin ~
he can tok to mii iin tiis cold way but wen ii tok back cold to hiim cannot oo .
ii ask wateva thiingy ~ There iishx always noo ans back ~
maybe tat's y ii cannot be bother to ask and not ii dun wan to ask ~
ii wonder y frens are more concern den hiim ?
(Post tat ii stoped half way..)
Startiin to wriite for today ~
Sleep whole dae ytd at home ~
ii m really berii tiired . .
Wake up @ 12noon today ~
Den went Lunch wiif Second bro and hiis wiife and Eriic .
Den . . After eatiin kor kor send us to serangoon north ~
As ii need to replace MarbLe boii Water bottle ~
But ii realiised tat he dun used to e new water bottle oo .
Dunno he wiill driink tomoro anot .
We quarrel agaiin today ~
ii m really not feeliin well . .
And ii already warn hiim to stop diisturbiin mii . .
And he choose not to liisten .
soo ii got noo choiice and ii saiid to hiim . .
"Can uu stop tat ? . . Y uu cannot understand wat iishx dun make mii ahhs ?"
"ii already sae dun make mii liiaos ."
Den he keep quiite ~
ii found out tat he dun liike pple to sae hiim oo .
But ii really cannot stand iit ~
iif ii dun sae he wun understand ahhs ~
den giive mii a face .
Liike ii m iin e wrong ~
Everytiime meet dunno y sure quarrel ders .
Super siians ~
Somemore always sae Sat and Sun meet jiiu hao . .
iin e end even weekdays oso meet ~
All he sae 1 .
ii cannot choose ders .
MarbLe boii siick lers ii already berii fan liiaos ~
He somemore wan giif mii more stress ~
Always take MarbLe Boii s examples .
Keep on "Bii Jiiao" how ii treat MarbLe Boii and how ii treat hiim .
Totally diifferent case wat .
ii dun feels liike ii m a gf to hiim ~
Tat's y ii giif diifferent ways too .
All human r e same ahhs ~
ii dun see tat ii m iin wrong .
He complaiin can and ii complaiin cannot ~
Really tiired of all tiis nonsense .
And everytiime sae dun wan come on weekdays end up come oso hiis iideal ~
Den quarrel tat tiime sure take out and sae ~
ii was liike . . . dots ! ii thought iishx uu wana come ders oo .
ii diin even force hiim come ~
and ii always tell hiim . "Dun need to come ahhs . Uu can stay home rest and sleep wat ."
Ended up oso liike moii fault ~
iirriitatiin ~ . .
And ii diin ask hiim take cabby come ~ he choose to take cabby hiimself ~
And keep on wan complaiin ~
Everytiime e same thiing happen .
Diid ii took e 1st step wrongly ? . .
ii shouldn't have get started wiif tiis thiingy ? . .
Y m ii makiin moiiself soo stressful ? . .
really got diifferent from e begiinniing and now .
ii m really sleepy liiaos ~ wana sleep early ~
Niites !
_x3JesJes_1110pm
02.09.2010_Thursday_1030pm
Heartachiin ~
ii dunno how to fiind excuses to bluff moiiself .
" Trust " iishx all ii asked for .
" Trueful " iishx all ii ever wan .
Wat should ii do ? . . *Confuse*
ii nehberr hiide moii thiings from hiim at all ~
ii dunno y he iishx liike hiidiin hiis thiings from mii ~
Sometiime ii cannot feels liike ii m hiis GF ~ Or we r Jus fren ?
1st tiime ii meet tiis kiinda of thiings .
Who M ii seriiously ? . .
ii noe nothiing much about hiim ~
iishx ii dun wan ask ? . . Or ask lers whether ans iishx true or not true who noes ? . .
ii cannot understand wat he iishx thiinkiin ~
he can tok to mii iin tiis cold way but wen ii tok back cold to hiim cannot oo .
ii ask wateva thiingy ~ There iishx always noo ans back ~
maybe tat's y ii cannot be bother to ask and not ii dun wan to ask ~
ii wonder y frens are more concern den hiim ?
(Post tat ii stoped half way..)
Startiin to wriite for today ~
Sleep whole dae ytd at home ~
ii m really berii tiired . .
Wake up @ 12noon today ~
Den went Lunch wiif Second bro and hiis wiife and Eriic .
Den . . After eatiin kor kor send us to serangoon north ~
As ii need to replace MarbLe boii Water bottle ~
But ii realiised tat he dun used to e new water bottle oo .
Dunno he wiill driink tomoro anot .
We quarrel agaiin today ~
ii m really not feeliin well . .
And ii already warn hiim to stop diisturbiin mii . .
And he choose not to liisten .
soo ii got noo choiice and ii saiid to hiim . .
"Can uu stop tat ? . . Y uu cannot understand wat iishx dun make mii ahhs ?"
"ii already sae dun make mii liiaos ."
Den he keep quiite ~
ii found out tat he dun liike pple to sae hiim oo .
But ii really cannot stand iit ~
iif ii dun sae he wun understand ahhs ~
den giive mii a face .
Liike ii m iin e wrong ~
Everytiime meet dunno y sure quarrel ders .
Super siians ~
Somemore always sae Sat and Sun meet jiiu hao . .
iin e end even weekdays oso meet ~
All he sae 1 .
ii cannot choose ders .
MarbLe boii siick lers ii already berii fan liiaos ~
He somemore wan giif mii more stress ~
Always take MarbLe Boii s examples .
Keep on "Bii Jiiao" how ii treat MarbLe Boii and how ii treat hiim .
Totally diifferent case wat .
ii dun feels liike ii m a gf to hiim ~
Tat's y ii giif diifferent ways too .
All human r e same ahhs ~
ii dun see tat ii m iin wrong .
He complaiin can and ii complaiin cannot ~
Really tiired of all tiis nonsense .
And everytiime sae dun wan come on weekdays end up come oso hiis iideal ~
Den quarrel tat tiime sure take out and sae ~
ii was liike . . . dots ! ii thought iishx uu wana come ders oo .
ii diin even force hiim come ~
and ii always tell hiim . "Dun need to come ahhs . Uu can stay home rest and sleep wat ."
Ended up oso liike moii fault ~
iirriitatiin ~ . .
And ii diin ask hiim take cabby come ~ he choose to take cabby hiimself ~
And keep on wan complaiin ~
Everytiime e same thiing happen .
Diid ii took e 1st step wrongly ? . .
ii shouldn't have get started wiif tiis thiingy ? . .
Y m ii makiin moiiself soo stressful ? . .
really got diifferent from e begiinniing and now .
ii m really sleepy liiaos ~ wana sleep early ~
Niites !
_x3JesJes_1110pm
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