Monday, December 6, 2010 ' 6:01 AM
06.12.2010_Monday_1001pm
Hasn't been wriitiin for a few daes ii guess .
Hmms . . On leave now .
But ii feel soo lonely ~ ii dunno y .
ii cannot understand y wen ii m alone moii miind wiill keep thiinkiin and thiinkiin ?..
Y iishx tat soo ?..
Really hate tiis feeliin soo much .
iit make mii soo hard to breathe .
Wanted to piick up moii courage to sms hiim But . .
Ended up ii diin .
Even though onlii wanted to ask wat iishx he doiin at e moment .
Dan Xiiao Guii =.=!
Haiis . .
Maybe ii had been thiinkiin too much .
ii guess ~ Cos to hiis character ii thiink he treat all gers e same bahs .
M ii takiin to much tiime to repack moii feeliin ? ..
ii thiink ii m .
Maybe untiil tat dae ii saw hiis profiile relatiionshiip iishx change to beiing wiif someone else . .
Den maybe tat iishx e tiime for mii to put everythiin down bahs . .
Bcos ii noe ii m not ready to let hiim go . .
ii can hiide all moii feeliin iin front of all of uu . .
But ii cannot hiide moii feeliin here .
Cos tiis iishx e onlii place wher ii can trust e most . .
And iit wun ans mii back . . Liisten to wat ii want to sae . .
Tiis few daes ii m feeliin super down . .
Onliine shoppiin makes mii feel much more better .
Tat's y ii m addiicted to iit . Liike how ii m addiicted to smkiin .
Same logiic .
had been how long already o.o ?
ii cannot rmb . .
Hmms . . iit's okiies to forget ii thiink .
cos already not iimportant for now lers .
Bu shii mahs ?
iit wun make any diifferents too .
ii m stiill who ii m . .
Wat tiime should ii sleep today ? . .
After Half blood priince ? . . =P
Maybe ii should sleep now . hohos !
Erms . . but den . . ii wan to watch nehs . .
How ahhs ? . . Maybe should giif mii a few sec to thiink .
Oopss ~ ! Piing Xue wen ii try to stand up walkiin to e toiilet . =.=
Siians ~ Y m ii stiill coughiin huhx ?.. Super iirriitatiin .
ii couldn't sleep well .
Coughiin half way iin e miiddle of e niite .
Wakiin up coughiin iin e morniing .
Terriible ~ ! want to sleep late late oso cannot . =(
ii had been eatiin med for more den 1 week .
But stiill haben recover . .
iishx e viirus tat strong ? ..
Eat med eat dao wo yao vomiit lers ~ =.=
Hope e tiime wiill pass super slowly ~
=P
x3JesJes_1034pm
Hasn't been wriitiin for a few daes ii guess .
Hmms . . On leave now .
But ii feel soo lonely ~ ii dunno y .
ii cannot understand y wen ii m alone moii miind wiill keep thiinkiin and thiinkiin ?..
Y iishx tat soo ?..
Really hate tiis feeliin soo much .
iit make mii soo hard to breathe .
Wanted to piick up moii courage to sms hiim But . .
Ended up ii diin .
Even though onlii wanted to ask wat iishx he doiin at e moment .
Dan Xiiao Guii =.=!
Haiis . .
Maybe ii had been thiinkiin too much .
ii guess ~ Cos to hiis character ii thiink he treat all gers e same bahs .
M ii takiin to much tiime to repack moii feeliin ? ..
ii thiink ii m .
Maybe untiil tat dae ii saw hiis profiile relatiionshiip iishx change to beiing wiif someone else . .
Den maybe tat iishx e tiime for mii to put everythiin down bahs . .
Bcos ii noe ii m not ready to let hiim go . .
ii can hiide all moii feeliin iin front of all of uu . .
But ii cannot hiide moii feeliin here .
Cos tiis iishx e onlii place wher ii can trust e most . .
And iit wun ans mii back . . Liisten to wat ii want to sae . .
Tiis few daes ii m feeliin super down . .
Onliine shoppiin makes mii feel much more better .
Tat's y ii m addiicted to iit . Liike how ii m addiicted to smkiin .
Same logiic .
had been how long already o.o ?
ii cannot rmb . .
Hmms . . iit's okiies to forget ii thiink .
cos already not iimportant for now lers .
Bu shii mahs ?
iit wun make any diifferents too .
ii m stiill who ii m . .
Wat tiime should ii sleep today ? . .
After Half blood priince ? . . =P
Maybe ii should sleep now . hohos !
Erms . . but den . . ii wan to watch nehs . .
How ahhs ? . . Maybe should giif mii a few sec to thiink .
Oopss ~ ! Piing Xue wen ii try to stand up walkiin to e toiilet . =.=
Siians ~ Y m ii stiill coughiin huhx ?.. Super iirriitatiin .
ii couldn't sleep well .
Coughiin half way iin e miiddle of e niite .
Wakiin up coughiin iin e morniing .
Terriible ~ ! want to sleep late late oso cannot . =(
ii had been eatiin med for more den 1 week .
But stiill haben recover . .
iishx e viirus tat strong ? ..
Eat med eat dao wo yao vomiit lers ~ =.=
Hope e tiime wiill pass super slowly ~
=P
x3JesJes_1034pm
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