Friday, February 11, 2011 ' 2:14 AM
11.02.2011_Friday_0614pmOopss ! =X Ytd too drunk to blog .Reach home jiiu sleep lers . berii tiired !Really had alot of fun ytd .. Wiif moii group of frens .Thanks guys for makiin moii day soo happy and enjoyable .Hmms .. Drunk ders feeliin really not berii good .Cos ii keep on thiink of not happy ders thiingy ..M ii really a PLAYER ?.. Maybe ii used to be ..But pple do change for e beta ~ iif not ii wun be sobbiin after each realatiionshiip .Really hate e feeliin of sobbiin after tat .But can ii be a PLAYER once agaiin ?.. Siince PLAYER wiill nehberr need to sobs after every each relatiionshiip . Feeliin eviil ?.. But ii feel soo tiired beiin hurt iinsiide e heart .. iit wiill nehberr gonna heal e paiin ..ii seems alriight ya ? ii thiink moii actiin super iimprove liiaos .ii laugh liike nothiing happen to mii before .. ii play liike nothiin bothered mii ..But deep down ii noe ii m hurtiin . Not tat ii dun wana update uu all wiif moii stuff ~iit's jus tat ii dunno how to explaiin . and ii m gettiin lazy to tell e story all over agaiin .ii wrote moii blog ii tell moii blog every siingle thiing tat had been happeniin .Bcos ii onlii noe how to type . ii feel free to drop tears iinfront of moii lappy ~ii dun need to hiide moii emotiion iinfront of moii lappy too .Maybe tat's y ii love bloggiin . Even there iishx noo one here to read moii blog or to share wiif mii ..At least ii noe ii feel good after bloggiin . Bcos ii drop somethiin out from moii heart .everyone need a space to sae out wat's goiin on iinsiide theiir heart .And tiis iishx e place ii choose ..We r all workiin adults already .. Not liike schooliin ~We riite letters even we r iin e same school and classrooms .We got lots of tiime to be togather after school and tok about our xiin shii ~Now all of us bz workiin lers . How to update soo clearly oo ?.. Maybe Sam was riite .. Siingle iishx jus good for e tiime beiing ..Jus enjoy playiin .. Dun need to be seriious ..ii wiill try to put down everythiin behiind .. soon ..Feeliin Lonely sometiime when ii m alone .. but .. ii nehberr gonna wana get hurt agaiin .tat's y ii keep rejectiin pple .. Shuii Bu Xiiang You Ren Peii ?..But ii noe tiis thiinkiin iishx totally a wrong miind set .Untiil e tiime iishx ready and ii really noe wat iishx true love lers den ii wiill settle down moiiself bahs .. =P bu yao haii ren ye bu yao haii zii jii ~Wo xiiang xiing you yii tiian wo huii yii ge ren zaii zhan qii laii ~Wo huii Jiiayous ders ! ^^Jiing liiang rang zii jii hen mang hen mang ~ ! =Px3JesJes_0644pm
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