Wednesday, March 9, 2011 ' 11:20 AM
10.03.2011_Thursday_0320amR uu wonderiin y m ii bloggiin at tiis hour and not sleepiin yet as ii need to wake at 7am ?ii dunno wat happen to mii today ..As wat ii post on fb .. That ii feel soo freakiin tiired and ii can't sleep .. ii feel soo fustrated when pple call to moii cell fone today .. ii cannot control moii temper at all ..ii feel soo stress whole day calliin w/o closiin a sales ..ii really dun wana briing work back home ..but .. suddenly whiile ii m watchiin "Liie To Me" ..moii tears dropped .. untiil now den stop ..Mel sms mii saiid tat he gonna fiind 2 mp and put iit under mii ..ii rejected ~ Reason was ii wan to do iit moiiself n not always needed hiis help ..A sms iincluded somethiin tat ii feels liike ii get cheated agaiin ..ii hates liies ! 1 liie and iit iishx game over ~ e trust from mii wiill nehberr be there anymore ..ii thiink ii should grow up a biit ..Y m ii soo easiily get cheated !ii hates tiis feeliin ~ cos iit's hurtiin knowiin all iishx liies ..M ii under depressiion due to stress ?ii m gettiin weiirder ~ii cannot concentrate at all ..Trust iisn't iit e basiic of everythiin ? ..Or m ii wrong agaiin ? ..Wat oso keep to moiiself .. And blogs wen somethiings happen to mii ~Cos there iishx nothiin such as trust now ?Tat's y pple r bloggiin ? .. To say out e real feeliin ?ii m tiired ~ super super tiired .. ii dunno how long ii can take iit ..Maybe one day ii may jus fall apart ..ii feel liike shoutiin out loud !! ..ii got soo much to say .. soo much ..x3JesJes_0335am
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