Saturday, March 19, 2011 ' 1:17 AM
19.03.2011_Saturday_0417pm
Hii Blog ~ ii m here agaiin to tell uu wat's iin moii heart .
There's too much thiings ii couldn't fiind a person to tell ..
Tat's y iim here .. to tell U ..
ii need a change ~ A change of moiiself ..
ii wana let go of moii ego .. Moii priide ..
ii wana prove thiings tat pple dun thiink ii can make iit ..
but how ? What should ii do ?
Wher should ii start ?
ii really need a expert to teach me how m ii gonna start ~
ii feel soo lost now ..
ii dunno m ii doiin e riight thiings or not ..
But ii noe ii need to change ..
Seriiously ii m not good iin express moii words to pple ..
ii knew iit moiiself ..
ii always liike to say thiings whiich ii dun mean to .. When e siituatiion was wat ii feels not riight .
ii got slow reactiions to thiings happeniin around mii ..
ii get curiious easiily ..
ii really wana do iit well ~ ii triied all moii best to ..
ii wana concentrate on iit ..
but ii dunno wher to start ..
M ii beiin Stupiid or somethiing ?
Always thiinkiin .. Y pple can do iit soo well But y can't ii do iit e same ways ?
What's wrong ?
ii wan to do somethiing diifferent ..
... Hmms .. and ..
What r real frens ?..
Recently ii found tat ii got alot of frens ..
But .. When ii asked for help ..
Thiings was comiin out hurtiin moiiself onlii ..
ii cannot accept iit iin realiity ~
But ii wan to Succeed !
den ii should put e feeliin down ? ..
Emotiional blockiin moii way to succeed ? ..
ii dun wan iit to be ..
=.= ! ii gtg ~ ii wiill come back toniight to tell uu more ..
x3JesJes_0504pm
Hii Blog ~ ii m here agaiin to tell uu wat's iin moii heart .
There's too much thiings ii couldn't fiind a person to tell ..
Tat's y iim here .. to tell U ..
ii need a change ~ A change of moiiself ..
ii wana let go of moii ego .. Moii priide ..
ii wana prove thiings tat pple dun thiink ii can make iit ..
but how ? What should ii do ?
Wher should ii start ?
ii really need a expert to teach me how m ii gonna start ~
ii feel soo lost now ..
ii dunno m ii doiin e riight thiings or not ..
But ii noe ii need to change ..
Seriiously ii m not good iin express moii words to pple ..
ii knew iit moiiself ..
ii always liike to say thiings whiich ii dun mean to .. When e siituatiion was wat ii feels not riight .
ii got slow reactiions to thiings happeniin around mii ..
ii get curiious easiily ..
ii really wana do iit well ~ ii triied all moii best to ..
ii wana concentrate on iit ..
but ii dunno wher to start ..
M ii beiin Stupiid or somethiing ?
Always thiinkiin .. Y pple can do iit soo well But y can't ii do iit e same ways ?
What's wrong ?
ii wan to do somethiing diifferent ..
... Hmms .. and ..
What r real frens ?..
Recently ii found tat ii got alot of frens ..
But .. When ii asked for help ..
Thiings was comiin out hurtiin moiiself onlii ..
ii cannot accept iit iin realiity ~
But ii wan to Succeed !
den ii should put e feeliin down ? ..
Emotiional blockiin moii way to succeed ? ..
ii dun wan iit to be ..
=.= ! ii gtg ~ ii wiill come back toniight to tell uu more ..
x3JesJes_0504pm
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