Monday, April 4, 2011 ' 8:59 AM
04.04.2011_Monday_1159pm Wo you zaii yii cii ders taste dao e feeliin ii haf been avoiidiin lers .. Wo zhen ders pa lers .. e hurtiin iin e heart .. ii had noo choiice lers but to admiit ii m damn scare lers .. Yii Diian Diian tong wo dou bu ke yii take iit lers .. ii had done somethiin siilly recently iin moii 23 years of liife .. ii nehberr diid such thiings b4 .. ii really really super regret .. but den .. another part of mii ii feel reliief lers .. e burden ii kept iin moii heart iin jus one day .. all gone and ii feel soo good .. liight alot alot lers .. but den .. ii feels e hurt even deeper tiis tiime round .. e feeliin of bleediin iin e heart starts agaiin .. Cry ii thiink ii already cry enough lers .. ii dunno y m ii soo siilly or y m ii soo tootpiid .. ii kept for soo long lers .. ended up ii m jus liike a bomb .. 1x and everythiin gone .. ii onlii 23 .. but .. ii already losiin alot of thiings .. ii m noo more liike others haviin a normal relatiionshiip .. Cos ii always haviin a WALL iin between .. sometiime ii really suspect moiiself tat ii got probs .. ii lost e TRUST ii ever wanted .. Wat's goiin on wiif mii ?.. ii noe e reason fiinally .. Bcos ii wiill nehberr fiind another person who used hiis real heart to love mii dotes on mii care for mii protect mii .. etc .. iit tooks mii 2 years to let hiim noe everythiin .. and he oso took 2 years to let mii noe how he has been feeliin .. 2 years of paiin .. not long not short .. But we jus miissed too much of thiings already .. ii can sha dao ii diin feel anythiin .. ii always thought ii m e onlii one sufferiin all along .. Selfiishx ya ?.. *Heart Breaks* x3JesJes_1239am
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