Thursday, April 7, 2011 ' 10:23 AM
08.04.2011_Friday_0133am Here ii m bloggiin agaiin .. What should ii riite today ?.. ii .. erm .. Hmms .. When wiill ii be recoveriin ? .. more and more deeper e paiin e more ii cannot breathe lers .. But ii noe ii m not gonna get moiiself out of tiis anymore .. Bcos ii triied for 2 years plus .. ii got noo iimprove at all .. Thiings r gettiin more and more stressful .. ii really dun wana grow up .. ii feel soo terriible .. But ii haf to show tat ii cannot be bothered ii dun care at all .. Sufferiin iinsiide yet haf to look s iif ii m berii happy .. ii m soo tiired .. Haf been controlliin moii temper recently .. Cos work really berii fan liiaos .. e rash keep comiin back wen ii feel stress .. ii dunno how to settle iit .. =.=! Moii mouth wiill nehberr speak up to wat ii wana speak iin e heart .. =( Weak bahs .. How ii wiishx ii got e guts to tell hiim .. tat .. aiiya .. Wateva .. Cos ii foreva wun sae .. ii need a break !! Contiinue liike tat wat m ii gonna do next ?.. ii really really need a short break to breathe .. Always tryiin to sae thiings to scare mii .. When others sae sweet thiings or wateva thiings tat do wiif liike mii .. Always sae rubbiishx .. ii dunno iishx moii 6th sense iishx riite .. Uu r Jealous ! S.T.U piid .. ii always feels tat uu got thiings on miind but uu dun wana speak up .. thought we got a deal .. Wiill nehberr keep secret from each other ? .. Hope ii m wrong ahhs .. Cos iif really got keep .. ii wiill RMB foreva .. But to thiink agaiin .. ii m happy jus liike tat .. Cos ii noe uu r always there for mii .. When ii m iin trouble .. When ii need someone to lend mii a liisteniin ear .. When ii need a shoulder to lean when ii m tiired .. When ii fall .. When ii m stress .. When ii m happy .. When ii wan to nag .. When ii need someone to accompany .. ii noe uu wiill be there wheneva iif uu can .. Really Love e feeliin cos ii feel safe .. comfortable haviin uu around .. etc .. But ii m scare tat once agaiin ii wiill get moiiself iinto habiits .. .....Tiime to sleep lers .. =( ii m sleepy .. x3JesJes_0200am
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