18.08.2011_Thursday_1216am

Hmms.. On MC today.. Have been on bed for e whole dae after med..
Watchiin show..
ii dunno y onlii wen iim alone den ii wiill start to thiink of alot of thiings..
iim gettiin soo used to iit now..
wonderiin y ii wiill become liike tiis..
Everytiime ii feel liike giiviin up lers..
But.. Ended up ii can't make moiiself to..
Sometiimes.. ii feel soo fooliishx..
Sometiimes.. ii thiinkiin m ii doiin riite or m ii wrong..
ii miiss uu wen uu r not around..
and ii always siilly ders waiit for e fone to riing..
Seeiin ur name appear on e fone..
ii noe wher ii stand.. E more uu treat mii good e more uu care..
E more ii wun let go.. Every1 oso wan to be dotes on..
iim jus a human.. ii oso need..
Maybe ii get soo used to be protected , cares , dotes..
bcos e feeliin was good..
ii dun wana lose iit..
tat's y ii hate to fall siick..
Siince young wen iim siick.. Every1 wiill be around mii..
Takiin care of mii..
Soo good.. Tat's y grow up lers.. ii got to take care of moiiself lers..
hmms...

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