Thursday, October 6, 2011 ' 10:00 AM
7.10.2011_Friday_0100am
Mus be somethiin happen den ii wiill be here..
iindeed.. iim feeliin super terriible..
Breakdown and cry wen ii reach moii hse voiid deck after work..
Maybe one day by one day added up too much ii really cannot take iit..
ii cannot get e thiings riite.. and ii cannot get to theiir expectatiion ii feel soo lousy..
ii try moii best everyday.. but seems not enough..
moii leg hurts liike hell but stiill ii force moiiself to act normal..
ii beliief hard work pay off..
but feeliin was hard to control.. Tears was hard to control too..
Standiin alone was not ez.. ii take iit all to moiiself was not ez..
ii feel soo lost out of a sudden.. ii dunno wat can ii do..
soo ii can onlii cry out to reliief moii feeliin..
Out of moii control area.. ii cannot handle..
ii need to be stronger.. feel soo weak..
x3JesJes_0108am
Mus be somethiin happen den ii wiill be here..
iindeed.. iim feeliin super terriible..
Breakdown and cry wen ii reach moii hse voiid deck after work..
Maybe one day by one day added up too much ii really cannot take iit..
ii cannot get e thiings riite.. and ii cannot get to theiir expectatiion ii feel soo lousy..
ii try moii best everyday.. but seems not enough..
moii leg hurts liike hell but stiill ii force moiiself to act normal..
ii beliief hard work pay off..
but feeliin was hard to control.. Tears was hard to control too..
Standiin alone was not ez.. ii take iit all to moiiself was not ez..
ii feel soo lost out of a sudden.. ii dunno wat can ii do..
soo ii can onlii cry out to reliief moii feeliin..
Out of moii control area.. ii cannot handle..
ii need to be stronger.. feel soo weak..
x3JesJes_0108am
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