Thursday, November 1, 2012 ' 4:18 AM
1.11.2012_Thursday_0626pm
Here i m again on my blogs.. <3 font="font">
Today im gonna write down something.. Which i wana remember foreva and dun wana forget de memories..
Here i go... i may left out some.. But if uu get to read it could uu please remind me?..
How i get to noe uu?.. (Ans: From Tagged.Com)
How long have uu been in my FB?.. (Ans: For Years) Yet we din get to talk to each other even we got each other numbers in e cell phone.
Until 1 day..
Uu started to text me on yr 2012 CNY.. i remember uu becos of ur nick..
Den we started to text each other..
One fine day we meet each other and uu send me to my work place..
1st time sees uu.. All i can describe was.. *Wahs Ah Beng!* becos uu r full wif tattoos.
Follow by uu texts me every single day.. And all i could do is disturb uu and make uu feel pissed off.
But uu nv stop texting.. Until uu told me uu r interested in me..
And i started to stop all e textin and uu oso did e same thing..
But.. Dunno wat gets into my brain 1 day after a few month we din contact..
I texted uu 1st and ask uu wana go club anot..
And uu came.. i rmb i meet uu at vivo city becos we r goin to powerhouse..
And we had MAC for our dinner.. (Ur Treat) hahas!
We went to meet my frens at e brigde..
Follow by walkin to powerhouse..
Waited for soo long yet e liq was wrotten wrong date..
And we went to HollyWood @ Clark Quay..
i think we drink till super high lahs.. And uu started to confess to me again..
Tis time round i didn't really reject uu..
After tat we went home 1st.. And uu said uu wana see my adopted boy *Husky*.. (Zorro)
i say.. ok..
i can see how in love uu r wif him.. Lols!
And.. (Something Happen)..
i rmb 1 day i was having my cousin's outing..
and i texted uu tat i might like uu..
Following day.. we started to text each other.. and pissed each other off..
Uu call me on my cell and we can chat for hours..
And uu start all ur nonsense to chase me..
We went for Movies everytime we meet..
And uu will help me bring Zorro boy for walks..
And on a nite.. We took Zorro to Punggol Park..
Uu ran wif him.. And we meet a fren there.. After my fren left..
We walk around e park and finally.. i accepted to be wif uu..
Our story Starts..
I rmb we would chat on fone every nite till i go sleep..
Even uu r not in town we oso did tat every nite..
Uu will send me to work early in e morning..
Movies again..
And Pop out at my work place suddenly..
Helps me do housework on wednesday.. Hahas!
Den one day uu requested me to accompany uu on ur bday..
I agreed..
i cannot recall.. we went for dinner den movie.. Den went to Marina bay..
We walk around lookin for 7-11..
And bought e drinks and we went outside to sit on e stairs.. and tok whole nite..
After tat uu dun wana go home and ended up we r at.. some place..
Till morning uu send me home..
And e date we spend was suppose to be my menses date..
But it didn't came.. It was late..
i didn't think tat much.. soo jus continue wif my work..
and i didn't tells uu bout tat too..
i become super tired and sleeply.. i can even standing and im falling asleep..
im a person who seldom need to go toilet wen im workin.. But at tat point of time..
Everyday within 15min i needed to go 1 x..
And i smell somethin fishy wif my reaction..
i asked my fren.. and i keep tellin myself it wun be soo "Zun"..
Becos uu once told me.. And uu promised.. It will nv happen..
i continue wif it.. i went sun tanning.. and do wat i always do.. i club i drink..
i rmbing one time uu make me angry on a morning..
And after my work i recieved flower from uu.. for apologise..
And b4 my bday comin..
Uu came to clinic and pass me a happy book..
Follow by my bday present which uu search high and low..
Thanks soo much for e effort..
All of tis i see it in my heart.. But i didn't show..
Everythin was too late..
And on my bday itself..
After work i went home and check wif e preg kit..
It was e time i saw 2 lines comin out..
i feel soo happy.. yet im scare..
tat was e time im about to leave uu..
In my heart i already choosen uu..
I did wat i suppose to do.. but im soft hearted..
After my Genting trip.. Something happen..
And i really wans to give up..
At tat point of time i really wish uu would be there.. but i couldn't say anythin and all i do was tellin uu dun need..
After everythin ends.. And After my ops..
im down wif depression.. From e day itself i keep having nitemares everynite..
i couldn't sleep.. i feel soo sinful and regret..
Everything was not being smooth.. i cannot take it..
When i started to noe.. im feel tat im being cheated and tricked..
But everythin was too late becos uu had left..
uu blocked me everywher..
i couldn't find uu at all..
i feels soo down.. Super super regret and im really sorry to wat i've done..
I wana sees uu again deep down in my heart.. But i think tat was not possible..
I wana tells uu tat im sorry.. Hope uu will forgive me to wat i had done..
Tis is a punishment i guess.. i wanted to end my life once..
Cryin every single day.. Was jus soo terrible..
If time would turn back again.. I promise i will choose e right road..
Too late..
I Miss Uu~ ......
x3JesJes_0717pm
Here i m again on my blogs.. <3 font="font">
Today im gonna write down something.. Which i wana remember foreva and dun wana forget de memories..
Here i go... i may left out some.. But if uu get to read it could uu please remind me?..
How i get to noe uu?.. (Ans: From Tagged.Com)
How long have uu been in my FB?.. (Ans: For Years) Yet we din get to talk to each other even we got each other numbers in e cell phone.
Until 1 day..
Uu started to text me on yr 2012 CNY.. i remember uu becos of ur nick..
Den we started to text each other..
One fine day we meet each other and uu send me to my work place..
1st time sees uu.. All i can describe was.. *Wahs Ah Beng!* becos uu r full wif tattoos.
Follow by uu texts me every single day.. And all i could do is disturb uu and make uu feel pissed off.
But uu nv stop texting.. Until uu told me uu r interested in me..
And i started to stop all e textin and uu oso did e same thing..
But.. Dunno wat gets into my brain 1 day after a few month we din contact..
I texted uu 1st and ask uu wana go club anot..
And uu came.. i rmb i meet uu at vivo city becos we r goin to powerhouse..
And we had MAC for our dinner.. (Ur Treat) hahas!
We went to meet my frens at e brigde..
Follow by walkin to powerhouse..
Waited for soo long yet e liq was wrotten wrong date..
And we went to HollyWood @ Clark Quay..
i think we drink till super high lahs.. And uu started to confess to me again..
Tis time round i didn't really reject uu..
After tat we went home 1st.. And uu said uu wana see my adopted boy *Husky*.. (Zorro)
i say.. ok..
i can see how in love uu r wif him.. Lols!
And.. (Something Happen)..
i rmb 1 day i was having my cousin's outing..
and i texted uu tat i might like uu..
Following day.. we started to text each other.. and pissed each other off..
Uu call me on my cell and we can chat for hours..
And uu start all ur nonsense to chase me..
We went for Movies everytime we meet..
And uu will help me bring Zorro boy for walks..
And on a nite.. We took Zorro to Punggol Park..
Uu ran wif him.. And we meet a fren there.. After my fren left..
We walk around e park and finally.. i accepted to be wif uu..
Our story Starts..
I rmb we would chat on fone every nite till i go sleep..
Even uu r not in town we oso did tat every nite..
Uu will send me to work early in e morning..
Movies again..
And Pop out at my work place suddenly..
Helps me do housework on wednesday.. Hahas!
Den one day uu requested me to accompany uu on ur bday..
I agreed..
i cannot recall.. we went for dinner den movie.. Den went to Marina bay..
We walk around lookin for 7-11..
And bought e drinks and we went outside to sit on e stairs.. and tok whole nite..
After tat uu dun wana go home and ended up we r at.. some place..
Till morning uu send me home..
And e date we spend was suppose to be my menses date..
But it didn't came.. It was late..
i didn't think tat much.. soo jus continue wif my work..
and i didn't tells uu bout tat too..
i become super tired and sleeply.. i can even standing and im falling asleep..
im a person who seldom need to go toilet wen im workin.. But at tat point of time..
Everyday within 15min i needed to go 1 x..
And i smell somethin fishy wif my reaction..
i asked my fren.. and i keep tellin myself it wun be soo "Zun"..
Becos uu once told me.. And uu promised.. It will nv happen..
i continue wif it.. i went sun tanning.. and do wat i always do.. i club i drink..
i rmbing one time uu make me angry on a morning..
And after my work i recieved flower from uu.. for apologise..
And b4 my bday comin..
Uu came to clinic and pass me a happy book..
Follow by my bday present which uu search high and low..
Thanks soo much for e effort..
All of tis i see it in my heart.. But i didn't show..
Everythin was too late..
And on my bday itself..
After work i went home and check wif e preg kit..
It was e time i saw 2 lines comin out..
i feel soo happy.. yet im scare..
tat was e time im about to leave uu..
In my heart i already choosen uu..
I did wat i suppose to do.. but im soft hearted..
After my Genting trip.. Something happen..
And i really wans to give up..
At tat point of time i really wish uu would be there.. but i couldn't say anythin and all i do was tellin uu dun need..
After everythin ends.. And After my ops..
im down wif depression.. From e day itself i keep having nitemares everynite..
i couldn't sleep.. i feel soo sinful and regret..
Everything was not being smooth.. i cannot take it..
When i started to noe.. im feel tat im being cheated and tricked..
But everythin was too late becos uu had left..
uu blocked me everywher..
i couldn't find uu at all..
i feels soo down.. Super super regret and im really sorry to wat i've done..
I wana sees uu again deep down in my heart.. But i think tat was not possible..
I wana tells uu tat im sorry.. Hope uu will forgive me to wat i had done..
Tis is a punishment i guess.. i wanted to end my life once..
Cryin every single day.. Was jus soo terrible..
If time would turn back again.. I promise i will choose e right road..
Too late..
I Miss Uu~ ......
x3JesJes_0717pm
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