JesJes

2011-10-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

7.10.2011_Friday_0100am

Mus be somethiin happen den ii wiill be here..
iindeed.. iim feeliin super terriible..
Breakdown and cry wen ii reach moii hse voiid deck after work..
Maybe one day by one day added up too much ii really cannot take iit..
ii cannot get e thiings riite.. and ii cannot get to theiir expectatiion ii feel soo lousy..
ii try moii best everyday.. but seems not enough..
moii leg hurts liike hell but stiill ii force moiiself to act normal..
ii beliief hard work pay off..
but feeliin was hard to control.. Tears was hard to control too..
Standiin alone was not ez.. ii take iit all to moiiself was not ez..
ii feel soo lost out of a sudden.. ii dunno wat can ii do..
soo ii can onlii cry out to reliief moii feeliin..
Out of moii control area.. ii cannot handle..
ii need to be stronger.. feel soo weak..

x3JesJes_0108am

2011-09-25T09:06:00.000-07:00

26.09.2011_Monday_1207am

iim back~ Have been startiin moii new job lers..
Kiinda tiired~ But ii got to tell moiiself noo matter how tiiriin iit iishx..
ii got to hang on to iit and make iit useful..
ii dun wana tiis kiinda of liife anymore..
E more bz ii m e more ii wun get to thiink about unhappy thiings..
ii feel soo much ease.. =p
ii lose moii freedom already.. But jus need to tell moiiself..
Onlii for e tiime beiing.. iif ii diid well.. ii can get back all e fun and freedom agaiin..
Noo matter how tiired ii feel ii mus carry on..
ii wana change to become better.. and not worst..
ii miiss those days of fun soo much.. but..
Jiiayous bahs..! ii mus do iit and get wat ii lost now..

x3JesJes_1211am

JesJes（ｉ _ ｉ）

2011-09-15T11:19:00.001-07:00

又是我。我会来了！一定是心情不好才会来这里。（ｉ _ ｉ）好累好累！我的心好累。我有心事谁都不能说..只能来这里。有时候我真的感到疲倦了。疲倦到我想要放弃了。我不喜欢这样的我！我尽力了。我可以做的我也做了。就算心有多痛我也忍了。我也是人..我也有感觉..我也会寂寞..也需要有人陪..我喜欢自由自在一个人生活。可是不是永远..我要的很简单..一个拥抱能代替所有..爱上你对我来说从来不是个错误~可是我爱对了吗？..矛盾！

CoughCough

2011-08-19T09:26:00.001-07:00

19.08.2011_Friiday_1157pm

Awws~ had been haviin a berii bad cough for a week lers..
Cannot take iit!
Cough diie me~!
had been wakiin up iin e miiddle of e niite coughiin liike hell~
真的好辛苦。
Hate e feeliin cos ii really feel 到 wat iishx lonely..
And onlii tat's e tiime ii really hope tat someone wiill be around mii..
Hate liike tiis 的 mii~
ii mus learn to defeat e loneliiness ders.. =(
ii need more tiime maybe..
Today come back home whiile bathiin..
Suddenly tiis songs come iinto moii braiin..
And ii start siingiing..

让我慢慢忘记你
像朝露蒸发阳光底
乾乾净净的心情
从此不再背负思念荆棘
记忆它属於生命
谁能轻易抹去
我只能全部都藏匿
脑海里全是过往情景
我该如何整理
真教人力不从心
这份情感如何还给你
谁能够代替你
我毕竟巳付出真情
为什麽世界好不公平
先让我们相遇
又经历太多风雨
午夜梦里
常常回到往昔
梦醒难忍伤心
因为当时有你

Dunno y~ tiis song jus pop out on miind..
And iit jus sang iin e mouth liike tat..
Hmms....

x3JesJes_1226am

2011-08-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

18.08.2011_Thursday_1136pm

iit's mii agaiin.. Popiin out from moii blog..
Startiin to wriite agaiin..
ii thiink all of uu oso noe.. onlii wen ii feel lonely or bored or iim really feeliin trouble lers den ii wiill come iin here to blog bahs..
iim really feeliin lonely.. more bcos siick lers ii feel more lonely..
But ii jus liike to hiide iinsiide moiiself..
Everyone thiinks tat ii m nehberr lonely nehberr bored.. Happy go lucky..
Ya happy go lucky person oso wiill feel lonely and bored ders..
iim soo sleepy now cos of e med..
but stiill ii wana blog 1st b4 ii go to bed toniight..
moii wound opens up agaiin..
e feeliin was terriible.. ii dunno wat should ii do or wat can ii do..
Tiis few daes ii have been alone at home.. nehberr go out..
N ii thiink of alot of ques to ask moiiself..
But nehberr ii wiill ever get any ans..
ii wiill jus follow e feeliin and go on wiif moii liife..
Maybe iit wiill not stop Maybe iit wiill jus be liike tat forever..
ii really dun haf an ans for tiis riight now..
confuse tiill ii really dunno wat's happeniin to mii..
ii jus wana be happy.. enjoy.. freedom and worry bout nothiin..
But iin real liife.. there's noo such thiin..
ii really wiishx to recover fast..

x3JesJes_1147pm

2011-08-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

18.08.2011_Thursday_1216am

Hmms.. On MC today.. Have been on bed for e whole dae after med..
Watchiin show..
ii dunno y onlii wen iim alone den ii wiill start to thiink of alot of thiings..
iim gettiin soo used to iit now..
wonderiin y ii wiill become liike tiis..
Everytiime ii feel liike giiviin up lers..
But.. Ended up ii can't make moiiself to..
Sometiimes.. ii feel soo fooliishx..
Sometiimes.. ii thiinkiin m ii doiin riite or m ii wrong..
ii miiss uu wen uu r not around..
and ii always siilly ders waiit for e fone to riing..
Seeiin ur name appear on e fone..
ii noe wher ii stand.. E more uu treat mii good e more uu care..
E more ii wun let go.. Every1 oso wan to be dotes on..
iim jus a human.. ii oso need..
Maybe ii get soo used to be protected , cares , dotes..
bcos e feeliin was good..
ii dun wana lose iit..
tat's y ii hate to fall siick..
Siince young wen iim siick.. Every1 wiill be around mii..
Takiin care of mii..
Soo good.. Tat's y grow up lers.. ii got to take care of moiiself lers..
hmms...

x3JesJes_1234am

Today

2011-08-09T09:30:00.001-07:00

10.08.2011_Wednesday_1223am

我又回来了。
Jus watch fiiniish Transformers Dark Of The Moon.
Power~! Jus s exciitiin s e past few..
Regreted not to haf tiime to go ciinema and watch..
What to do now? Should ii sleep?.. Hmms..
好累..可是还是不想这么早睡。
tomoro got to work lers.. tiired~
hate e company.. Pay too low.. iim dyiin tiis month.. >.>
ii m tryiin soo hard but get back ders iishx jus nothiin..
iim feeliin soo tiired lers..
ii need to do somethiin to moii job once agaiin..
gonna be jobless lers..
Ahhs.. thiink back ii m soo regret now for not studyiin hard enough lastiime..
too late.. everythiin iishx too late..

*Uu r beiing Miissed*

x3JesJes_1235am

2011-08-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

03.08.2011_Wednesday_1022pm

iishx mii agaiin .. Typiin on moii blog ..
Must be wonderiin wat had happen to mii today ya ?..
Y m ii suddenly here to blog agaiin after soo long ?..
... iindeed somethiin happen .. and ii got soo much to sae ..
but at tiimes .. There r thiings tat ii can't even sae ii can't even type ..
e feeliin was bad .. but ii got to control moiiself ..
ii m feeliin super tiired recently ..
moii body .. moii braiin .. moii heart ..
afraiid ii would lose control of moiiself and start to type all out ..
today every1 iin e mrt r really weiird ..
ii dunno iishx ii m weiird or wat siio ..
iirriitated ~ but reach home lers ..
faciin e four wall .. quiiet space ..
make mii thiink and thiink non-stop ..
hao fan .. ii thiink e better solutiion iishx to sleep early ..
Den go work tomoro ..
Everythiin wiill stiill be e same each and everyday ya ?..
soo thiink oso liike tat dun thiink oso liike tat ..
hmms ..

x3JesJes_1030pm

Confuse~

2011-05-06T23:54:00.001-07:00

x3JesJes_我到底是要怎么样_0157pm

放弃了放弃了放弃了无奈 x4
还记得我们曾是彼此的唯一
接受了我们情侣关系的是你
没结果了放弃忘不了逃避
体验过了无数又复杂爱情
某一晚在街的恰巧遇我问候你回应
发现你已不是单身的你 Girl
当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
当我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待等待着未来
床底的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再厚的思念释放
以后就忘记
没结果了放弃忘不了逃避
体验过了无数又复杂爱情
某一晚在街的恰巧遇我问候你回应
发现已不再眷念着你
当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
当我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待等待着未来
Rap：我躺在我的沙发上
看着我们的照片一张接一张
I don't know since when
那感觉不一样你的美
现在已放在我心上
每分每秒每个角落
我会不停的探索寻找完美的恋曲
Move on Move on Move on
在街灯下巧遇
我问候你回应
发现已不再眷恋着你
Chores！每个人都该有个*

disappointment☆彡

2011-05-01T10:17:00.001-07:00

02.05.2011_Monday_0105am

Diisappoiinted!
What r frens? Even cousiin do e same thiing~
ii really diisappoiinted!
Lastmiin cancel~ at least pls giif an advance notiice..
Soo tat pple can got theiir own planniin..
Dun always fiind excuses~
What e hell iishx lastmiin?
Tiis iishx totally unexceptable ders..
Thiink ii stiill 3 years old kiid?..
Dun wan go jus sae~
dun need at 1st sae wan go den ended up dun wan go den sae oso noo sae ders~
y?.. Tiis 1 iishx wat meaniing?..
ii dun thiink ii got wrong for angryiin wiif uu all wan lehs~
ii onlii yii ya huan ya niias~
uu all wana treat mii tiis way..
ii oso can treat uu all back tiis way..
Wrong ders not mii~
soo ii dun giif a fuck damn of iit!!
What e FUCK!
Spoiilt moii holiiday mood!
Early tell mii ii can go out wiif moii other fren ders~
Jus bcos of uu all nehberr giif early notiice and ii got to end up at home wiif uu all~
Uu all r jus FUCKING SELFISH lahs hors!
Thank uu lahs~
ii can be berii sacastiic oso ders~
Try mii bahs~
iif uu all thiink uu all not iin e wrong ii m okiies too..
ii dun miind lettiin go of tiis frenshiip~
siince ii m not iin e group anymore..
Wat plan ii oso dunno..
ii can take off e band on e angle ders..
Jus treat tat nothiin happen b4..
ii m FUCKING HELL angry at tiis berii moment..
Wateva lahs! Dun come and step on moii fuckiin taiils anymore!
Dun plan plan plan and den lastmiin wan change plan~
Fuck off bahs!
Plan liike noo plan at all!
Waste tiime waste energy!

x3JesJes_0117am

A Saturday at home~

2011-04-30T10:03:00.001-07:00

01.05.2011_Sunday_1257am

Saturday oo~ ii m at home wors~ >.<
weiird bahs~
Suddenly feels liike bloggiin..
ii oso dunno y..
But den ahhs..
wahss ii whole day at home..
And ii m not hiidiin iinsiide moii room..
Weiird day for mii..
ii m at moii liiviin room watchiin tv oo..
Feel soo homely today..
The feeliin not bad ya..
ii feel soo relax..
ii liike e feeliin liike tat.. =D
Whole day jus stay at home do thiings tat ii can do at home wasn't tat bad at all~
Maybe ii m really tiired about all e thiings iin tiis world whiich we need to work everyday..
After work come home rest e next day work agaiin..
Go out wiif frens spend money enjoy..
Noo tiime stay home for long..

x3JesJes_0103am

2011-04-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

27.04.2011_Wednesday_1132pm

Hmms .. Today at work abiit weiird .. In e morniing ..
After 1st stiick of ciiggy at offiice den jiiu better lers ..
X.x Stress~ !
ii m tiired ~ =P

x3JesJes_1138pm

2011-04-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

26.04.2011_Tuesday_1101pm

Whole day ii haf been frustrated wiif moiiself ~
ii keep thiinkiin y wiill liike tat ? ..
Hope nothiin gonna change at all ..
They treat mii super good ~
ii can feel .. E diiff kiind of good ..
ii m scare ~ Really scare ..
ii dunno y ii wiill become liike tat ..
Realiised tat ii m scare to let pple fall for mii ..
But .. ii can do nothiin to prevent ..
And at tiis tuesday niite .. He confessed hiimself ..
ii was liike OMG ~ Moii siixth sense got soo powerful anot ?
e 1st person ii asked for help was "Hiim" ..
ii dunno ii found e riite person anot ..
Becos ii can feel e objectiion iin hiis tone ..
Wiill thiings gonna change after toniight ?
Haiis ~ Sobs Sobs! ~.~
ii m out of hands to settle more thiings ..
Do ii really got Honey on moii body whiich ii can't see ? ..
ii need to noe wat happen to moiiself ..
Thiink back ii feel soo siilly ..
Got soo many soo many pple chase mii ..
And yet ii can reject all e way jus bcos of tat man ..
Whiich ii noe nothiin wiill do mii good iin e end ..
... Save mii bahs ~

x3JesJes_1133am

Blog on fone~ ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

2011-04-23T04:59:00.001-07:00

x3JesJes_Saturday_0736pm

You call to ask y ii post e song ya? Let mii tell uu.. Siimple enough?..
(T ^ T) 这就是我的感受。
每次post的歌.. 歌词都会是我想要表达的想法和感受~ (T . T)
你有多了解我？
你会知道我想要表达在我心里的话就是在歌词里面？
我如此简单的一个女孩子.. 表达能力不是很好.. 我只可以用这样的方式。
希望你了解.. 也可以体谅我为什么不跟你说我的心事。
What ii can do ii do lers..
By all means ii nehberr reject uu at all..
But.. Today uu seems to push mii asiide.. By sayiin congrats..
What's tat mean oo?.. Got meaniing behiind bahs?.. (>_<) or ii m thiinkiin too much?.. Hmms..
ii oso humans.. Tiime to tiime ii oso need to let e feeliin show..
But.. Show to moiiself.. ii can't sae anythiin on e fb status..
Soo ii onlii can thiink of songs lyriics..
To let mii express moii feeliing..
E onlii thiing ii can do on moii wiill..
我的无助你能明白吗？
ii m jus a normal humans tat oso got ups and downs feeliing..
ii dun show doesn't mean ii dun haf..

x3JesJes_0759pm

x3JesJes

2011-04-19T10:34:00.001-07:00

20.04.2011_Wednesday_1246am

Moii tears r weak.. ii m weak too..
Sobs!!
R.I.P Dylan Kor Kor!! Uu wiill always be Miissed and Remembered~生命真的如此的脆弱.. 短暂.. ≪生离死别≫ 真的是必需的？太不可思议了。≪人心难侧≫ 太可怕了。ii nehberr iimagiine tiis kiinda of thiings would happen to anyone around mii.. Heart really really sobbiin real bad.. Haben recover from 1 thiing yet another thiing jus come up suddenly..

Thanks for beiin there for mii when ii needed uu.. ii m tryiin hard to let go.. But uu should let mii haf e chance to do soo..How long can we clang on liike tiis?.. Uu noe moii love for uu.. Uu noe ii would nehberr gonna put uu down.. Uu noe ii m sufferiin.. But there's nothiin uu can do.. And ii noe tiis iishx gonna be moii liife.. There's nothiin ii can do about iit.. ii used all sorts of nonsense jus to forget about uu.. But uu jus wun fade away..

My Love My Fate Uu will fade away
以后隔天与地
I Love I Hate I'll Miss Uu always
我永远亦爱你太美好的东西会走
还未爱够了你怎放手
从来不肯假想失去你那感受
我这对脚怎么走
从来并未练习过温柔
迟学你或已经没法接受
然后你会说 我跟她分左与右
谁稀罕造种手拖手
My Love My Fate Uu will fade away
再没有恋爱味
I Love I Hate I'll always be afraid
永远也害怕你
我要首先讲声我走
还是爱到你说请你走
如果讲一声请照顾我感受
我最怕你讲出口
从来并未练习过温柔
迟学你或已经没法接受
然后你会说我跟她分左与右
谁稀罕造种手拖手
下次开心已要靠自己
下次顶多饰演好知己
其实再次见你真需要靠演技也要你我好心地
My Love My Fate Uu will fade away
过去当做看戏
世界当没有你
Ooh..

Cantonese songs.. Tiis iishx how ii feel..

x3JesJes_0134am

2011-04-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

14.04.2011_Thursday_1218am Once agaiin .. ii break down cryiin agaiin .. Siittiin iinfront of moii lappy .. Liisteniing to songs .. Wriitiin moii blog .. ii got soo much to sae .. But ii dunno where to start .. Cos noo matter how ii start .. Liike nehberr endiin story .. iishx tiis moii liife ? .. Already got 2 pple told mii e same thiing .. Maybe ii should really accept iit .. Morniin go offiice ii can joke ii can play ii can laugh wiif moii team mates .. M ii really tat carefree ?.. Maybe most of iit Yes .. But at tiimes ii do haf sad tiime .. ii wiill oso cry ii wiill oso sad at tiimes .. ii m not always happy .. ii do haf trouble iin miind .. iin heart .. Jus tat ii liike to keep iit to moiiself .. doesn't mean ii dun haf .. iif ii got another C****E .. ii wiill nehberr L** Y** G* .. ii P*****E .. x3JesJes_1235am

2011-04-07T10:23:00.000-07:00

08.04.2011_Friday_0133am Here ii m bloggiin agaiin .. What should ii riite today ?.. ii .. erm .. Hmms .. When wiill ii be recoveriin ? .. more and more deeper e paiin e more ii cannot breathe lers .. But ii noe ii m not gonna get moiiself out of tiis anymore .. Bcos ii triied for 2 years plus .. ii got noo iimprove at all .. Thiings r gettiin more and more stressful .. ii really dun wana grow up .. ii feel soo terriible .. But ii haf to show tat ii cannot be bothered ii dun care at all .. Sufferiin iinsiide yet haf to look s iif ii m berii happy .. ii m soo tiired .. Haf been controlliin moii temper recently .. Cos work really berii fan liiaos .. e rash keep comiin back wen ii feel stress .. ii dunno how to settle iit .. =.=! Moii mouth wiill nehberr speak up to wat ii wana speak iin e heart .. =( Weak bahs .. How ii wiishx ii got e guts to tell hiim .. tat .. aiiya .. Wateva .. Cos ii foreva wun sae .. ii need a break !! Contiinue liike tat wat m ii gonna do next ?.. ii really really need a short break to breathe .. Always tryiin to sae thiings to scare mii .. When others sae sweet thiings or wateva thiings tat do wiif liike mii .. Always sae rubbiishx .. ii dunno iishx moii 6th sense iishx riite .. Uu r Jealous ! S.T.U piid .. ii always feels tat uu got thiings on miind but uu dun wana speak up .. thought we got a deal .. Wiill nehberr keep secret from each other ? .. Hope ii m wrong ahhs .. Cos iif really got keep .. ii wiill RMB foreva .. But to thiink agaiin .. ii m happy jus liike tat .. Cos ii noe uu r always there for mii .. When ii m iin trouble .. When ii need someone to lend mii a liisteniin ear .. When ii need a shoulder to lean when ii m tiired .. When ii fall .. When ii m stress .. When ii m happy .. When ii wan to nag .. When ii need someone to accompany .. ii noe uu wiill be there wheneva iif uu can .. Really Love e feeliin cos ii feel safe .. comfortable haviin uu around .. etc .. But ii m scare tat once agaiin ii wiill get moiiself iinto habiits .. .....Tiime to sleep lers .. =( ii m sleepy .. x3JesJes_0200am

2011-04-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

04.04.2011_Monday_1159pm Wo you zaii yii cii ders taste dao e feeliin ii haf been avoiidiin lers .. Wo zhen ders pa lers .. e hurtiin iin e heart .. ii had noo choiice lers but to admiit ii m damn scare lers .. Yii Diian Diian tong wo dou bu ke yii take iit lers .. ii had done somethiin siilly recently iin moii 23 years of liife .. ii nehberr diid such thiings b4 .. ii really really super regret .. but den .. another part of mii ii feel reliief lers .. e burden ii kept iin moii heart iin jus one day .. all gone and ii feel soo good .. liight alot alot lers .. but den .. ii feels e hurt even deeper tiis tiime round .. e feeliin of bleediin iin e heart starts agaiin .. Cry ii thiink ii already cry enough lers .. ii dunno y m ii soo siilly or y m ii soo tootpiid .. ii kept for soo long lers .. ended up ii m jus liike a bomb .. 1x and everythiin gone .. ii onlii 23 .. but .. ii already losiin alot of thiings .. ii m noo more liike others haviin a normal relatiionshiip .. Cos ii always haviin a WALL iin between .. sometiime ii really suspect moiiself tat ii got probs .. ii lost e TRUST ii ever wanted .. Wat's goiin on wiif mii ?.. ii noe e reason fiinally .. Bcos ii wiill nehberr fiind another person who used hiis real heart to love mii dotes on mii care for mii protect mii .. etc .. iit tooks mii 2 years to let hiim noe everythiin .. and he oso took 2 years to let mii noe how he has been feeliin .. 2 years of paiin .. not long not short .. But we jus miissed too much of thiings already .. ii can sha dao ii diin feel anythiin .. ii always thought ii m e onlii one sufferiin all along .. Selfiishx ya ?.. *Heart Breaks* x3JesJes_1239am

2011-03-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

28.03.2011_Monday_1246am Nothiin to blog here today lers .. Cos ii already done bloggiin somewher else .. Tiime to sleep lers .. S tomoro got to wake up early for work .. Niites ! x3JesJes_1249am

2011-03-22T10:55:00.000-07:00

23.03.2011_Wednesday_0155am

Dear Blog ~ ii m here agaiin ..
Feeliin sleeply now .. Had been goiin work siince 7am - 11+pm den reach home ~
Bathe .. Apply Mediicatiion .. Eat Mediiciine .. Feed Marble Boii Grass ~ Play wiif hiim awhiile ..
Take clothe to wash ~ And fiinally now ii m iinfront of moii com ..
Done all e thiings ii need to do lers ..
But den .. Moii fone haben charge full yet ..
Lata 3am mus wake up and charge moii portable charger ..
Oh Moii god ! Btw today ii went down offiice and redeem somethiin cool ..
ii nehberr try b4 but ii wiilliin to giif iit a try ..
Really noo Jiing Shen recently .. Hope tat supplyment wiill really helps mii .. =P
ii dunno iif iit can works well .. But we shall see ..
^^ Happy oo .. Fiinally ICallQ iishx out on iiphone apps store lers ..
But den .. ii cannot download wiif moii versiion ~ =.=
really shiit liiaos .. soo ii cannot start yet tiill confiirm versiion iishx stable ..
Project left 9 days .. ii dunno ii can hiit moii target anot ..
But Soon Qii Zhii Rang bahs ~ =P
Luckiily noo much stress too nahs ..
Thiink dao tomoro need to call 120 ans calls and 120 rejectiion ii really wan faiint liiaos ~
=X Cannot understand y soo hard ~
Every1 iin e offiice fall siick ~ Hope dun pass iit to me ~
*Pray Hard*
Fiind partners to joiin mii oso hard ~ Oh moii god ~
Nothiin iishx ez oo .. But ii wiill not giif up ..
tiime to go to bed ~ Update soon ..

x3JesJes_0205am

2011-03-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

19.03.2011_Saturday_0417pm

Hii Blog ~ ii m here agaiin to tell uu wat's iin moii heart .
There's too much thiings ii couldn't fiind a person to tell ..
Tat's y iim here .. to tell U ..
ii need a change ~ A change of moiiself ..
ii wana let go of moii ego .. Moii priide ..
ii wana prove thiings tat pple dun thiink ii can make iit ..
but how ? What should ii do ?
Wher should ii start ?
ii really need a expert to teach me how m ii gonna start ~
ii feel soo lost now ..
ii dunno m ii doiin e riight thiings or not ..
But ii noe ii need to change ..
Seriiously ii m not good iin express moii words to pple ..
ii knew iit moiiself ..
ii always liike to say thiings whiich ii dun mean to .. When e siituatiion was wat ii feels not riight .
ii got slow reactiions to thiings happeniin around mii ..
ii get curiious easiily ..
ii really wana do iit well ~ ii triied all moii best to ..
ii wana concentrate on iit ..
but ii dunno wher to start ..
M ii beiin Stupiid or somethiing ?
Always thiinkiin .. Y pple can do iit soo well But y can't ii do iit e same ways ?
What's wrong ?
ii wan to do somethiing diifferent ..
... Hmms .. and ..
What r real frens ?..
Recently ii found tat ii got alot of frens ..
But .. When ii asked for help ..
Thiings was comiin out hurtiin moiiself onlii ..
ii cannot accept iit iin realiity ~
But ii wan to Succeed !
den ii should put e feeliin down ? ..
Emotiional blockiin moii way to succeed ? ..
ii dun wan iit to be ..
=.= ! ii gtg ~ ii wiill come back toniight to tell uu more ..

x3JesJes_0504pm

2011-03-09T11:20:00.001-08:00

10.03.2011_Thursday_0320am

R uu wonderiin y m ii bloggiin at tiis hour and not sleepiin yet as ii need to wake at 7am ?
ii dunno wat happen to mii today ..
As wat ii post on fb .. That ii feel soo freakiin tiired and ii can't sleep .. ii feel soo fustrated when pple call to moii cell fone today .. ii cannot control moii temper at all ..
ii feel soo stress whole day calliin w/o closiin a sales ..
ii really dun wana briing work back home ..
but .. suddenly whiile ii m watchiin "Liie To Me" ..
moii tears dropped .. untiil now den stop ..
Mel sms mii saiid tat he gonna fiind 2 mp and put iit under mii ..
ii rejected ~ Reason was ii wan to do iit moiiself n not always needed hiis help ..
A sms iincluded somethiin tat ii feels liike ii get cheated agaiin ..
ii hates liies ! 1 liie and iit iishx game over ~ e trust from mii wiill nehberr be there anymore ..
ii thiink ii should grow up a biit ..
Y m ii soo easiily get cheated !
ii hates tiis feeliin ~ cos iit's hurtiin knowiin all iishx liies ..
M ii under depressiion due to stress ?
ii m gettiin weiirder ~
ii cannot concentrate at all ..
Trust iisn't iit e basiic of everythiin ? ..
Or m ii wrong agaiin ? ..
Wat oso keep to moiiself .. And blogs wen somethiings happen to mii ~
Cos there iishx nothiin such as trust now ?
Tat's y pple r bloggiin ? .. To say out e real feeliin ?
ii m tiired ~ super super tiired .. ii dunno how long ii can take iit ..
Maybe one day ii may jus fall apart ..
ii feel liike shoutiin out loud !! ..
ii got soo much to say ..
soo much ..

x3JesJes_0335am

2011-02-23T12:20:00.000-08:00

24.02.2011_Thursday_0420am

Suddenly .. Hao xiiang zaii blog yii cii ..
.. Wei Shen Me Nu Sheng Dou Ai Kan Ou Xiang Ju ?..
Shi yin wei nu sheng qi dai de ai qin dou hui fa sheng zai li mian bahs ..
Na zhong tian tian de ai qin de gan jue ..
Na zhong bei zai hu de gan jue ..
Na zhong ke yi wei ai fu chu ni de shou you de gan jue ..
Gan jue zhen de hao hao oh ..
Wo hao xiang nian zhe yang de gan jue ..
Ke shi .. Xian shi sheng huo hao xiang shi bu ke neng hui fa sheng de bahs ..
Yin wei mei you 100% de ren .. Dui mahs ?
Tu rang .. Hao xiang nian yi kai shi shen me dou bu dong de wo ..
Hao xiang nian chu lian na zhong tian tian de gan jue ..
Mei you yao qiu de zhi shi dan chun de xiang he dui fang zai yi qi ..
Na ge gan jue zhen de hao hao ..
Jian jian dan dan de zhi shi yin wei ai dui fang er zai yi qi er bu shi you ren he mu di de zai yi qi ..
Zhen de you na me nan mahs ?..
Zai xian zai de she hui hai hui you ke neng fa sheng zhe yang de shi mahs ?..
Wo zhen de hui hen qi dai ..
Ru guo zhen de you .. Wo hui yong hui 100% de xin qu dui dai ..
Jing li le na me duo .. Ke shi wo hai shi mei you zhang da ..
Yuan yin ye zhi you yi ge .. Yin wei wo qi dai de na ge gan jue man man de ..
Yin wei gen zhe cheng zhang yi qi xiao si le ..
Bu keng fang xia na zhong gan jue .. Cai me you yao zhang da de nian tou ~
Wo shi yi ge hai pa shou shang de ren ..
Ye jiu mei you na me rong yi fu yuan ..
Yao qiu mei you hen gao bahs ?..
Ke shi mei yi ci wo hai shi shi bai le ..
Wo zhen de mei you hen yong gan ..
Wo zhi hui yan shi .. Wo bu hui zhen qu ..
Deng Deng de que dian ..
Zhe jiu shi wo de xing ge bahs ..
Rou zhe .. Ben dan .. Sha .. etc ....
Ke shi wo zhi neng mian dui zhi ji gen zhi ji shu ku shou shou xin shi ..
Gen zhi ji shou ming ian hui gen hao .. Dai zhe mian ju chu men ..
Zai ren qun li .. Mian dai xiao rong .. Dang zhi you wo zhi ji .. Mian ju na xia shi ..
Jiu yi fa bu ke shou shi .. Zhe jiu shi wo bahs ..
Bu neng continue lers ~ Kor Kor come back home lers ..
Shou shi wo de xin qin yao qu orr orr lers ..
Niites ! ~..

x3JesJes_0451am

2011-02-23T09:06:00.000-08:00

24.02.2011_Thursday_0107am

x.x Wat ii gonna wriite ?..
.. Hmms .. Today ii learn alot of thiing agaiin ..
But den ii dunno y ii stiill feel soo stress ~
ii really biian da neng lii hen cha ~ ..
How to iimprove ?..
ii got soo much to sae but ii dunno wat to wriite ~
Liisteniin songs now .. -.-
.. tomoro got iinterviiew oo .. But den ..
Mus briing Cert but den .. ii got noo cert oo .. How ?..
Aiiyo headache ~ Dunno can pass anot ..
Hmms .. After iinterviiew mus go offiice ..
Aiiyo ~ Headache Headache ~
Zen Me Ban nehs ?..
Hmms .. Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi ~

x3JesJes_0130am

2011-02-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

20.02.2011_Sunday_1139pm

ii dunno what to blogs today .. But .. now ii feel soo FAN ~
Y suddenly wan angry jiiu angry ders oo ?..
Wat diid ii do ahhs ?..
Yi Tou Wu Shui ~..
Did ii step on hiis taiil jus now ?..
Hmms .....
What diid ii done ?.. At least let mii noe ..
Ask lers dun wan ans mii den how would ii noe ii m iin e wrong oo ?..

x3JesJes_1238am

2011-02-17T09:03:00.000-08:00

18.02.2011_Friday_0103am

Log iin moii blog for 2 hours lers and ii jus start to blog ..
... ... Bu Kaii Xiin ~ =( Hao bu kaii xiin ..
Zhen ders hen bu kaii xiin ..
Ke shii wo yao zhen me fa xiie chu laii ? ..
Hao fan Zhen De hao fan ..
Fan sii wo lers ~!!
Shuii laii save mii ahhs ?..
Haiis ..!
Sobs Sobs !..
Hao xiin ku .. wo haii yao act for how long ?..
Hao leii .. Go out meet dao fren mus keep on laugh and smiile ~
Cramps ahhs .....
AARRGGXX !!!!!!!!!!
ii m goiin crazy .....
haviin iinsomiia tiis few day ..
ii cannot sleep well .. super stress !!
Wo shii zhen me lers ?..
Mood swiing dao hen chan ..
After e niitemare tat dae .. dunno y ii feel soo un-ez ..
haiis ~ ... x.x

x3JesJes_0124am

2011-02-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

17.02.2011_Thursday_0303am

Agaiin haben sleep at tiis tiimiin ..
Hmms .. Bad habiit Oo ..
But ii m watchiin Feng Shen Bang ! ^^
Suddenly .. Feels Soo Lonely ..
Soo Come Here and Blog Blog luhs ..
Dunno wat's goiin on wiif mii ..
Suddenly bu xiiang zaii yii ge ren lers ..
ii mus be crazy ~ ..
Must be too free lers that's y anyhow thiink ..
Ke shii wo zhen ders hao pa Ji Mo ders gan jue ~
Must Faster go fiind new job lers ..
Bu ke yii hu sii rang xiiang ..
Yii ge ren meii shen me hao pa ders ..
.. Ke shii wo ye shii ren ahhs ..
Shii yong xue he ruo zuo ders ..
Hmms .. Leii Leii Leii .. Zuo ren zhen ders hao leii .. Ye hen mao dun ahhs ..
Yii xiia zhii bu xiiang shou shang haii Yii xiia zhii you xiiang wang lii miian tiiao ..
Shen Jiing Biing oo ?..
Meii Dao Lii ~..
Hao Men Hao Men ..
Bu xiiang lers .. Zhii Zao Ma Fan Oo ?..

x3JesJes_0412am

2011-02-15T14:51:00.000-08:00

16.02.2011_Wednesday_0652am

Hmms .. Y m ii stiill awake @ tiis hour ?..
Watch SCV show all e way ..
Alot of niice show oo . hahas !
Tat's y iit keeps mii awake tiill now .. Even ii m feeliin super sleepy already ..
Fiinally .. Valentiine Day ended ..
.. ii dunno y ii wiill sae fiinally iit's ended ..
=P Suan Lers .. !
Soo many thiings ii wana tell moii blog but ii dunno how m ii gonna start ~..

_..~She Starts~.._

Yu Dou Ting Le
Zhe Pian Tian Hui Shen Me Ne
Wo Hai Ji De
Ni Shuo Wo Men Yao Kuai Le

Shen Ye Li De Jiao Bu Sheng
Zhong Shi Ci Er
Hai Pa Ji Mo
Jiu Rang Kuang Huan De Cheng Shi Pei Wo Guan Deng

Zhi Shi Na Pa Zhou Wei Zai Duo Ren
Gan Jue Hai Shi Yi Ge Ren
Mei Dang Wo Xiao Le
Xin Que Hen Hen De Ku Zhe

Gei Wo Yi Ge Li You Wang Ji
Na Me Ai Wo De Ni
Gei Wo Yi Ge Li You Fang Qi
Dang Shi Zuo De Jue Ding
You Xie Ai Yue Xiang Chou Li Que Yue Geng Qing Xi
Er Zui Tong De Ju Li Shi Ni Bu Zai Shen Bian
Gue Zai Wo De Xin Li

Dang Wo Zou Zai Qu Guo De Mei Ge Di Fang
Zhong Hui Ting Dao Ni Na Zui Zi You De Xiao
Dang Wo Hui Dao Yi Ge Ren Zhu De Di Fang
Zui Pa Kan Dao Dong Tian Ni Zui Ai Chuan De Na Jian Wai Tao

Wo Zhao Bu Dao Li You Wang Ji
Da Yu Li De Bie Li
Wo Zhao Bu Dao Li You Fang Qi
Wo Deng Ni De Jue Xin
You Xie Ai
Yue Xiang Chou Li Que Yue Geng Qing Xi
Er Zui Tong De Ju Li
Shi Ni Bu Zai Shen Bian Que Zai Wo De Xin Li
Wo Xiang Ni

_..~She Ends~.._

Hmms .. Quiick and ez . Dun need sae much about how m ii feeliin now .
Cos ii Can always found songs that suiit moii feeliin riight now . ^^
Biiao Da Neng Lii Meii You Hen Hao De Wo .. Jii Ge Cii Lii Haii Niia ~
Seriiously .. ii Need to go to bed lers .. B4 e sun comes out to shiine on moii butt ~ =X
Hees!!

x3JesJes_0720am

2011-02-11T02:14:00.001-08:00

11.02.2011_Friday_0614pm

Oopss ! =X Ytd too drunk to blog .
Reach home jiiu sleep lers . berii tiired !
Really had alot of fun ytd .. Wiif moii group of frens .
Thanks guys for makiin moii day soo happy and enjoyable .
Hmms .. Drunk ders feeliin really not berii good .
Cos ii keep on thiink of not happy ders thiingy ..
M ii really a PLAYER ?.. Maybe ii used to be ..
But pple do change for e beta ~ iif not ii wun be sobbiin after each realatiionshiip .
Really hate e feeliin of sobbiin after tat .
But can ii be a PLAYER once agaiin ?.. Siince PLAYER wiill nehberr need to sobs after every each relatiionshiip . Feeliin eviil ?..
But ii feel soo tiired beiin hurt iinsiide e heart ..
iit wiill nehberr gonna heal e paiin ..
ii seems alriight ya ? ii thiink moii actiin super iimprove liiaos .
ii laugh liike nothiing happen to mii before .. ii play liike nothiin bothered mii ..
But deep down ii noe ii m hurtiin .
Not tat ii dun wana update uu all wiif moii stuff ~
iit's jus tat ii dunno how to explaiin . and ii m gettiin lazy to tell e story all over agaiin .
ii wrote moii blog ii tell moii blog every siingle thiing tat had been happeniin .
Bcos ii onlii noe how to type . ii feel free to drop tears iinfront of moii lappy ~
ii dun need to hiide moii emotiion iinfront of moii lappy too .
Maybe tat's y ii love bloggiin . Even there iishx noo one here to read moii blog or to share wiif mii ..
At least ii noe ii feel good after bloggiin . Bcos ii drop somethiin out from moii heart .
everyone need a space to sae out wat's goiin on iinsiide theiir heart .
And tiis iishx e place ii choose ..
We r all workiin adults already .. Not liike schooliin ~
We riite letters even we r iin e same school and classrooms .
We got lots of tiime to be togather after school and tok about our xiin shii ~
Now all of us bz workiin lers . How to update soo clearly oo ?..
Maybe Sam was riite .. Siingle iishx jus good for e tiime beiing ..
Jus enjoy playiin .. Dun need to be seriious ..
ii wiill try to put down everythiin behiind .. soon ..
Feeliin Lonely sometiime when ii m alone .. but .. ii nehberr gonna wana get hurt agaiin .
tat's y ii keep rejectiin pple .. Shuii Bu Xiiang You Ren Peii ?..
But ii noe tiis thiinkiin iishx totally a wrong miind set .
Untiil e tiime iishx ready and ii really noe wat iishx true love lers den ii wiill settle down moiiself bahs .. =P bu yao haii ren ye bu yao haii zii jii ~
Wo xiiang xiing you yii tiian wo huii yii ge ren zaii zhan qii laii ~
Wo huii Jiiayous ders ! ^^
Jiing liiang rang zii jii hen mang hen mang ~ ! =P

x3JesJes_0644pm

2011-02-10T00:26:00.000-08:00

10.02.2011_Thursday_0426pm

hahas ! Last niite b4 ii went to bed ii read moii own blog ~
Soo funnii ! Bloggiin really iishx a good thiing to do ..
iit helps mii to recall wat had happen ..
but iit oso remiinds mii of e paiin ii haf suffer .

x3JesJes_0428pm

2011-02-09T12:59:00.000-08:00

10.02.2011_Thursday_0459am

ii m stiill awake ~ Y m ii stiill awake at tiis hour?..
ii can't sleep ~ Sii miian lers ..
Jus Kiiddiin ..
Jus paiint hao moii naiils and haben dry yet tat's y can't sleep ~
ii dunno mus waiit for hw long more den can go to bed ..
Soo ii m here to blog siince ii need to waiit .
ii dunno how long ii nehberr blog liiaos ..
Now stiill @ Chiinese new year periiod ..
Soo GONG XI FA CAI to everyone ! ^^
ii had a wonderful CNY tiis year .
... hmms .. bu shii hen kaii xiin today ..
half half ders feeliin .. weiird ~
Had been thiinkiin .. ... Wo Shi Dai Zhe Shen Me Yang De Xin Qing when ii told hiim tat ii dun miind hiim go take number from tat sales ger ??
*Confuse*
Feel soo S.T.Upiid ~ Even though ii noe moii heart iishx gonna bleed agaiin ..
Si Yao Mian Zi ~ =X Act Wei Da ~ ..
But .. Chu Le Sae Tat wat can ii sae seriiously ?
Bcos ii already Mei You Zhi Ge stop hiim from anythiing .
Zhi Yao he feels happy jiiu hao .
And tiis iishx e onlii thiing ii can do now to Mi Bu wat ii diid wrong lastiime .
ii accept all e puniishment . And ii wiishx hiim happiiness ~
Wo hui zhu fu ta ~ Kai Xin Jiu Hao .
ii dunno wat ii m avoiidiin after e last break up ..
Bu shi mei you ren zui but wat iishx e real reason for not acceptiin ?
And ii fiind out ii m really weiird ..
Fiind out pple who sae they liike mii or wateva related to relatiionshiip matters ii wiill hiide from tat person .. even avoiid calls and msgs .
iis iit normal ?? or m ii beiin weiird ??
Shen Me Cai Shi Zhen Zheng De Ai Qing ?
Wo Xiang Yao Shen Ru De Liao Jie Ren Lei ..
1st person ii wana understand de should be moiiself bahs ..
Wo Dao Di Shi Yi Ge Zheng Me Yang De Ren ?

_+_...~She Starts~..._+_
*Ni Zuo Le Xuan Zhe Dui De Cuo De
*Wo Zhi Neng Cheng Ren Xin Shi Tong De
*Huai Yi Ni She De Wo Bei Shang De Na Me Sheng
*Jiu Fang Sheng Ku Le He Bi Zai Qiang Ren
*Wo Mei You Xuan Zhe Wo Bu Zai Wan Zheng
*Yuan Lai Zui Huo De Wen Ru Ci Bing Leng
*Ni Zhi Neng Chen Mo Wo Yao Bei Ge She
*Yan Kan Zhe Ni Zou Le
*Ru Guo Zhe Bu Shi Jie Ju Ru Guo Wo Hai Ai Ni
*Ru Guo Wo Yuan Xiang Xing Ni Jiu Shi Wei Yi
*Ru Guo Ni Ting Dao Zhe Li Ru Guo Ni Yi Rang Fang Qi
*Na Zhe Jiu Shi Ai Qing Wo Nan Yi Kang Ju
*Ru Guo Zhe Jiu Shi Ai Qing Ben Lai Jiu Bu Gong Ping
*Ni Bu Xu Yao Jiang Li Wo Ke Yi Li Qu
*Ru Guo Wo Cheng Quan Le Ni Ru Guo Wo Neng Zhu Fu Ni
*Na Bu Shi Wo Kan Qing Shi Wo Zheng Ming Wo Ai Ni
*Hui She De Tian Kong Wu Fa Cai Tou
*Duo Yu De Yan Lei Wu Fa Wan Lui
*Shen Me Dou Qian Dong Gan Jue Zhen De Hao Cui Luo
*Bei He Hu De Ren Yuan Lai Bu Shi Wo
*Wo Bu Yao Ni Zuo Wo Bu Xiang Fang Shuo
*Jue You Bu Neng Kou She Qiu Tong Qing De Wen Ruo
*Ni Ke Yi Zhi You Wo Yuan Yi Cheng Shou
*Ba Zuo Tian Lui Gei Wo
_+_...~She Ends~..._+_

Tiis song suiit moii feeliin today totally ~
Wo Hui Kan Qing Xing Er Zuo Xuan Zhe ..
Ru Guo Shi Shi Huo Wo Gai Fang Shou .. Wo Bu Hui Kao Lui Jiu Fang Kai ..
Wo Bu Dong Wo Zhe Yang Shi Dui Hai Shi Cuo Le ~
Hai Shi Wo Zao Zai Na Shi Huo Jiu Gai Fang Shou .. Wo Jiu Bu Bi Ba Zhi Ji Nong De Pian Ti Ling Shang .. Wo Ye Xiang Yao Xiao Sha Yi Dian .. Maybe tat's y ii m Jesline bahs . =P
*Ben Dan *Gu Zhi *Hao Wan *Lan Duo *Sha .....
Mei You Yi Dian Hao oo ?.. =.=
Wow ~ Jus realiised tat ii used 1hr+ to wriite today blog lers .
Tiime to stop and go check moi hand den go to bed ~
Ming Tian You Shi Xin De Yi Tian ! Wo Yao Jia You !! ^^

x3JesJes_0559am

2011-01-28T03:41:00.000-08:00

28.01.2011_Friday_0741pm

had been a long long tiime siince ii last updated moii blog .
Bu zhii dao yao happy or sad . .
2011 Jan jus started . .
Re Zhii Haii Shii Yii Yang De Guo ~
But seems liike alot thiings happen too fast . .
Hmms . . But den stiill luckiily got pple behiind supportiin mii .
iif not ii dunno wat m ii gonna deal wiif all tiis stuff moiiself ~
Thanks To Eriic for helpiin mii soo much ~
Owe hiim alot alot . . =P
At least ii m less scare now cos ii m not alone dealiin wiif all tiis stuff .
World ahhs World . . there iishx really lots of "BAD" pple around us . .
When can ii learn to be more clever ?
When can ii learn to be smart ?
When can ii learn to handle more thiings by moiiself ?
Haiis ~ . .! Hao meii you yong ahhs . .
Forever dou need pple help mii settle den forever owe pple REN QIN . .
Although Pek Pek sae b4 . . iif a person nehberr owe pple REN QIN tat means uu r not human lers . ii fiind iit meaniingful but den . .
REN QIN SHI QIAN BU WAN DE ~
22 ders wo dao now stiill meii you chen jii oo .
Zhen ders hao xiiang zaii 2011 niian gaii biian yii diian diian . .
Success or not ii oso wana giif iit a try .
But all ii get back ders iishx "Pour Cold Water" onlii .
Hao nan guo ~ =( Hao nan shuo ~
Even moii own famiily oso e same .
haiis ! nothiin more ii can sae bout iit .
But ii really wana show them ii m not san fen zhong re du .
ii really wan to change better tiis year .
ii wan to make some diiff .
Zhen ders jiiu yii diian xiing xiin dou bu neng gaii wo ? . .
Zuo ren zhen ders hao sii baii ~
. . . But noo matter wat . . ii wiill not giif up and ii wiill make changes iin moii liife tiis year .
Even onlii left wiif moiiself wo ye yao xiiang xiing tat wo ke yii zuo dao .
Bu xiiang zaii diiao er lang dang ders yii niian guo yii niian ~
Even ii work all e way but $$ iishx nehberr saved b4 .
God ~ Pls Giive mii some Adviise ! >.>!

x3JesJes_0801pm

2011-01-07T11:49:00.000-08:00

08.01.2011_Saturday_0350am

..~ll=She Starts=ll~..

ii have soo much to blog .
Start from .. Xmas eve ?.. =P
Super Fun Ended up at ECP bbq and gossiip-piing ~
At 1st was soo lastmiin .
Almost spoiilt moii whole xmas eve countdown celebratiion .
But Really thanks to all of them ..
They make moii day a unforgetful xmas eve countdown .
Really enjoyiin beiing wiif tiis group of frens .
But ii wonder .. Wiill tiis happiiness stop after sometiime ?
Hope iit wun stop .
But always heard pple sae .. [ Tian Di Xia Mei You Bu Shan De Yan Xi ]
And pple comes and goes ..
But stiill .. enjoy wat ii have now iishx wat ii should do .
ii nehberr noe wat wiill happen tomoro .
After Xmas eve celebratiion ..
Berii fast jiiu shii New Year Eve countdown celebratiion lers .
Hees Hees !
We plan to have streamboat @ moii hse . [277B]
Cool Bii lers ! Soo many pple oo tiis tiime round ..
Famiily and Frens gatheriin celebratiion ..
Alot of food !! Xiia Dao Wo ..
Soo fun ~ agaiin tiis tiime round we nehberr forget bout gossiip-piing ~
Lols ! And somemore all of us went downstaiir and countdown wiif alot pple stayiin around e same area .
S bcos downstaiir got countdown party .. =Pp
Hao Kaii Xiin De Guo Lers Wo De 2010 Niian De Zuii Hou Yii Tiian ^^
Xiie Xiie Da Jiia !! x3
2011 already .. Tiime passes real fast .
Goiin CNY lers oo .
ii can't waiit .. =D
ii really hope happy tiime can last longer ~
ii super shortcut bloggiin lers .
Cos should be longer ~.. LMAO !
2011 agaiin got Tao Hua mahs ?..
Jan niia jiiu got 4 person come and tell mii tat they liike mii wana be wiif mii all tiis rubbiishx .
Hmms .. But den .. Stiill kana rejected by mii . =.=
Reason Shii wo leii lers mahs ?.. Bu Xiiang Zaii Aii lers mahs ?.. Haii Shii Wo Zhen De bu xiiang zaii shou shang lers ?.. Haii Shii Wo Zhen De pa lers ?.. ETC..
Maybe all oso correct ..
M ii not siimple enough ?..
All ii need ders iishx a person who love mii den hiimself ..
Care more bout mii and Dotes on mii ..
Zhe Yang De Yao Qiiu Huii Hen hiigh mahs ?.. hmms ..
But ii thiink .. Siingle maybe jus niice to mii ..
Cos Hurtiin iinsiide e heart iishx more paiinful den Hurtiin moiiself wiif a kniife ..
ii dun thiink ii got e courage to do tiis to moiiself agaiin ..
Cos e Scar wiill nehberr cure .. Cos tiime iishx runniing soo fast tat ii dun even noe how to Heal ..
Zhii Yao Wo Bu Shii Yii Ge Ren .. Wo Jiiu Bu Huii Gan Jue Dao Gu Du ..
Gu Du Shii Ren Leii Zuii Da De Dii Ren ..
Ren Wang Wang Dou Haii Pa Gu Du ..
Hmms .. Oh ya .. Today ii bathe Baby Ng and Marble Ng ..
Cos ii on leave lers ..
Pek Pek Qiian Qiiu ~
Bathe Baby Ng tat tiime @ 1st was fiine ..
But ii dunno y she sliip down e toiilet bowl .. Den iinjure her back paw ..
E naiils too long lers ..
ii wanted to settle both of dem lers den briing her go vet ders ..
but Da Kor they all sae dun need ..
Her Kou Shuii can cure herself ..
Soo ii was hmms okiies okiies .. den nehberr briing oo ..
Bout 6+pm ii saw how she walk really make moii heartbreak .
Soo ii nehberr thiink soo much jus take moii wallet out den briing her to vet @ serangoon north ..
S there iishx e nearest to moii hse ..
Waiited bout 1hr .. Jus to see a Vet .. And iit cost mii $120+ ..
wen ii heard e priice ii was shocked !..
But den .. Healiin her iishx e most iimportant thiing ..
Money ii can stiill earn iif ii dun haf ..
But Baby Ng onlii got 1 and ii noe .. Even ii dun really bother bout her ..
But iif she was not @ home ii wiill keep on fiind her ..
Soo scare she get lost .. She iishx a part of tiis famiily ..
Super iimportant ~ =P
feediin her e mediiciine really make mii headache ..
She diisliike iit alot .. almost giif her biite .. =.=!
Marble Boy Oso berii naughty dun wan sayang Her .. Lols !
Both of dem r jus soo cute ..
Yii Ge Dou Bu Ke Yii Sao ~ =D
And y m ii stiill awake @ tiis weiird hour ?..
Bcos .. ii .. Ehhs .. Lols !
Wanted to blog siince ii got tiime .. and ii wan to go out smk 1 more stiick .. Gossiip awhiile den go sleep .. Hees Hees !..
Shall Update agaiin .. When ii m free !! ^^

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..~ll=She Ends=ll~..

2011-01-04T08:57:00.000-08:00

05.01.2011_Wednesday_1258am

Wahhs ii berii long noo blog lers o.o ~
Hmms .. Got soo much thiings happen .
Celebratiion all .. but ii got noo tiime to blogs .
and jus wen ii wanted to blog .
one of moii fiinger bleediin now . =.=!
Haiis .. Shall blog agaiin nextiime .
2moro stiill need to work full shiift .
Too tiired ! >.>!!

x3JesJes_0104am

2010-12-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

15.12.2010_Wednesday_1251am

ii m feeliin soo helpless now . .
Sobs ~
Diin wan to blogs today . .
But ii cannot help iit .
ii dunno wat can ii do now . .
Marble iishx moii everythiin now ~
A liittle biit oso can make mii anxiious .
Hiis eyes iinfected agaiin . w/o lettiin mii noe e reason .
Sobs Sobs ~
Wu Zhu ders gan jue . .
Heart paiin to see hiim liike tat . .
Y wiill iinfected ? . . He was fiine a miin ago .
All of a sudden saw hiis eye swollen and red . . =(
ii need help ! . . Sobs Sobs !
ii rather ii get eye iinfected den hiim .
at least ii noe how to cure moiiself and ii noe y .
But he dunno how to tell mii ~
Wat should ii do ? . .
=( Sobs ~
Learniing to take care of hiim moiiself . .
Started to get to noe hiim better . . And he iishx used to mii lers .
1ST tiime wen he got eye iinfectiion @ least ii m not alone faciin iit . =(

*Siign*

x3JesJes_1257am

2010-12-13T05:45:00.000-08:00

13.12.2010_Monday_0945pm

Gonna sleep early today cos ii m berii tiired ~
Already kana Mental torture for 3 days ~
Tomoro wiill be back to normal lers .
ii hope ~ Pray ~
Tomoro need to work full @ cliiniic oo .
Hmms ~ Super Dulan wiif allen kor kor .
Asked hiim help mii buy e food food for marble last last sunday .
He diin buy .
Luckiily he today got heart stiill rmb to ask mii .
And den go there help mii buy but den . . e shop CLOSE ~
=.=! Ended up he has to go down tomoro to help mii buy . =P
Dunno wat happen to moii tummy ~
Noo eat oso paiin . . Haii mii go toiilet 2 x liiaos . .
Dun wan blog lers . ii wan sleep liiaos . .
Blog too long liiaos today .

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2010-12-12T09:31:00.000-08:00

13.12.2010_Monday_0130am

Monday liiaos oo ~ tiis iishx wat ii hate most ~
Monday alot pple tense to get MCs !
Hmms ~ Happy ! Watched NARNIA 3 on Sat .
Wiif Bueno Huang Daze Huang Lena Tan .
Compliicated famiily gatheriin agaiin ~
But den . . Tiis tiime round was diiff case .
But stiill ii enjoy moiiself .
iit's a niice show ya . Soo can watch . Not wasted . ^^
After moviie we go home lers .
On e way home mii and nana keep sayiin : wahss ! berii bored nehs soo early go home .
Cos all of us diin expect to go home soo early ~
Kekes ! Meii You Ren Daii Tou mahs . . =P
Go home chat on msn den onliine shoppiin see see look look niia .
Den Sleep ~
Sunday wake up ii settle marble lers waiit for dem wake up .
Den suddenly ii jiio nana go bugiis ~
Cos too bored liiaos .
Wen bugiis shop . Na bought a new bag . And of cos ii oso bought somethiing home . =D
Bought a sleepiin dress and a top . Oopss ! =X
Meet Bueno for diinner at Bugiis street Long John .
After tat we go settle our neo priint .
Den shop awhiile take fotos .
On e way home tokiin and tokiin . Lols !
Happiily planiing for tiis comiin sat niite .
And den jiio hao pple lers ahhs . .
Plan changiin agaiin .
due to lastmiin thiingy luhs .
Siians half ! Lols !
Soo deciided meetiin on thurs maybe change to xmas niite . Hees Hees !
Hmms . . Siians took moii mediiciine liiaos . .
Wriite hao moii wriitten daiiry lers . . After tiis bloggiin den iishx tiime for mii to go to moii LaLaLand liiaos ~ Cos tomoro wiill be a terriible monday for mii .
Work wiif a Messy Person . =.=!
Btw enjoyed moii Weekends ! Love iit !

x3JesJes_0142am

2010-12-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

08.12.2010_Wednesday_1119pm

Tiime for mii to blog agaiin .
Jus reach home not long ago .
Went to yiishun and eat diinner . .
Mus be out of moii miind . .
Lols !
Maybe today NUA to long at home .
Wahss super NUA today . E feeliin super sleepy .
Ytd (07.12.2010_Tuesday) went to bugiis wiif Eriic Ah gong .
He want to buy Pants and ii wan to look for xmas present .
Den after that we went to Amk hub for diinner .
He treat . Lols ! ^^
Not bad wors . . Rmb Allen kor kor told mii not niice ders oo .
After diinner he was thiinkiing whether he wan go prawniin wiif mii or wan to go home .
In e end . . We went prawniin together .
Took bus 88 . Oopss ! =X 1st tiime iin moii liife go see pple prawniin . =P
Ah Bee "Kor Kor" jiio 1 . ^^
He promiise An Qii to briing her go one tiime .
Soo he jiio us go too .
Reached there bout 10 + pm .
Eriic kana bullwee by An qii for 2 hours ++ .
Lols ! Super cute liittle ger but berii playful and chu lu oo .
ii oso cannot tahan . Noo strength to play liiaos . Old lers . =P
At prawniing there driink beer .. Tok cock ..
Den JF , Jojo and kor fiinally come lers @ 12+am .
About 1 + am we went home lers .
Reached home we bathe eat supper and eat med den orr orr lers .
Super tiired ~
Den today morniing we NUA untiil eveniing . =.=!
ii nehberr liie on moii bed iin e afternoon b4 ders oo .
And ii dunno y ahhs he always soo NUA wen at moii hse .
Make mii super NUA oso . =/
After Nua-iing jiiu shii diinner . S wat ii had wrote on e begiinniing . ^^
After diinner iishx suppose to meet EL ders .
He jiio mii go driink den soon biian return mii $$ .
But den . . Tiimiin not riight . Soo ended up ii go home lers .
Wanted to blog tomoro one but ii scare ii wiill forget . =D
Jus taken moii mediiciine and play wiif marble boii . Smk last stiick after bloggiin den iit's tiime for mii to go to moii lala land .
Once agaiin gonna start work tomoro lers .
tiime pass real fast . =)
Happy Happy ~ Xmas comiin soon too .
Mus work harder a some tiimes soo tat ii wiill haf enough for shoppiin ~ Oopss ! =D
Niites niites all ~ Miisses !

x3JesJes_1202am

2010-12-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

06.12.2010_Monday_1001pm

Hasn't been wriitiin for a few daes ii guess .
Hmms . . On leave now .
But ii feel soo lonely ~ ii dunno y .
ii cannot understand y wen ii m alone moii miind wiill keep thiinkiin and thiinkiin ?..
Y iishx tat soo ?..
Really hate tiis feeliin soo much .
iit make mii soo hard to breathe .
Wanted to piick up moii courage to sms hiim But . .
Ended up ii diin .
Even though onlii wanted to ask wat iishx he doiin at e moment .
Dan Xiiao Guii =.=!
Haiis . .
Maybe ii had been thiinkiin too much .
ii guess ~ Cos to hiis character ii thiink he treat all gers e same bahs .
M ii takiin to much tiime to repack moii feeliin ? ..
ii thiink ii m .
Maybe untiil tat dae ii saw hiis profiile relatiionshiip iishx change to beiing wiif someone else . .
Den maybe tat iishx e tiime for mii to put everythiin down bahs . .
Bcos ii noe ii m not ready to let hiim go . .
ii can hiide all moii feeliin iin front of all of uu . .
But ii cannot hiide moii feeliin here .
Cos tiis iishx e onlii place wher ii can trust e most . .
And iit wun ans mii back . . Liisten to wat ii want to sae . .
Tiis few daes ii m feeliin super down . .
Onliine shoppiin makes mii feel much more better .
Tat's y ii m addiicted to iit . Liike how ii m addiicted to smkiin .
Same logiic .
had been how long already o.o ?
ii cannot rmb . .
Hmms . . iit's okiies to forget ii thiink .
cos already not iimportant for now lers .
Bu shii mahs ?
iit wun make any diifferents too .
ii m stiill who ii m . .
Wat tiime should ii sleep today ? . .
After Half blood priince ? . . =P
Maybe ii should sleep now . hohos !
Erms . . but den . . ii wan to watch nehs . .
How ahhs ? . . Maybe should giif mii a few sec to thiink .
Oopss ~ ! Piing Xue wen ii try to stand up walkiin to e toiilet . =.=
Siians ~ Y m ii stiill coughiin huhx ?.. Super iirriitatiin .
ii couldn't sleep well .
Coughiin half way iin e miiddle of e niite .
Wakiin up coughiin iin e morniing .
Terriible ~ ! want to sleep late late oso cannot . =(
ii had been eatiin med for more den 1 week .
But stiill haben recover . .
iishx e viirus tat strong ? ..
Eat med eat dao wo yao vomiit lers ~ =.=
Hope e tiime wiill pass super slowly ~
=P

x3JesJes_1034pm

2010-12-01T05:41:00.000-08:00

1.12.2010_Wednesday_0941pm

Wahss soo fast . Dec liiaos . .
Goiin x'mas lers oo .
Den follow by new year . 2011 ~
hmms . . Tiime really fly damn fast ~
ii super noo strength now . .
Cos new viirus attack . . Haviin sliight fever now lers . awws ~ =(
body soo paiinful . . Cough tiill e chest soo paiin . but soo iitch cannot stop .
Y m ii soo weak ahhs ? . .
Sobs ~ !
2dae whole dae at work hao xiin ku .
But stiill . . Have to work luhx ~ =(
Took new med home . . s after thurs and frii cliiniic jiiu noo open dao thurs ~
How long wiill ii get recover ? . .
Haiis . . Soo down . .
Whole person noo mood .
ii dunno y now soo early onlii but ii m super sleepy liiaos .
And ii haben take moii med yet .
Back cannot stand staiight oso . =.=!
Liike want to diie liiaos ~ =X
Sobs sobs ~
Shen ahhs Jiiu Jiiu wo Ahhs ! !
Blog tiill here lers .
Gonna eat somethiin den eat med den orr orr lers .
Zhen ders bu xiing lers wo ~
Wana break moiiself iinto piieces liiaos . =(

x3JesJes_0952pm

2010-11-30T06:39:00.000-08:00

30.11.2010_Tuesday_1040pm

Today iishx e last dae of NOV liiaos . .
Super siick . . Sorethroat , Cough And Flu . .
But den nehs . . Onlii get half day MC niias .
FCUK up ~ Reason they giif mii iishx tat ~ "ii need to go fetch moii daughter to school."
=.=! ii jus cannot understand y ii soo soft hearted .
ii should sae "sorrii ii cannot s ii m siick ."
But ii diidn't ~
Ended up @ work @ 2pm - 5pm .
Come back liiaos luckiily e raiin start pouriin after ii reached home .
*Phew*
Mood was not bad ders . .
Clear Marble Cage liiaos same thiings feed hiim let hiim come out play .
Den ii eat diinner lers .
After dinner ii went back to moii room and on moii lappy .
On wat ii need . . Den start to pack moii cupboard s ii make untiil berii messy . =X
Pack half way den moii mummiie comes iin . .
Ask mii do somethiin whiich ii dun liike . .
ii rejected once lers .
Den ii pack hao lers went to liiviin and smoke .
She come out and fiind mii agaiin and ask mii agaiin .
WTF ~
ii super pek cek soo ii stand up of e sofa and walk towards er kor door and open up and ask hiim .
Haii mii kana nag . .
Guan wo pii shii ahhs ? . . And ahhs not s iif he iishx not at home nehs .
Y mus need mii pass msgx wors ? . .
Berii boliiaos ders norhs .
Somemore spoiilt moii mood for nothiin .
Ren Yii Jiing Bu Shu Fu lers stiill ask mii do tiis and tat .
Haiis ~ Yao Feng Diiao lers . .
Sometiimes really wana be alone jiing yii jiing and let moiiself cool down . .
ii dunno how long more ii can take iit .
She can boliiaos dao tiis liimiit . . Really peii fu .
Shen biing yii diian guan xiin dou meii you . .
Onlii $$ .
Sometiime ii was thiinkiin iif ii wasn't iin tiis work liine .
Wiill iit be diiff ? . .
Work s a cliiniic asst jiiu dun need care whether ii m siick lers oo ? . .
Sobs Sobs ~! =( Hao Sad . .
Feel liike cryiin . . ii m not robot oo . .
ii oso haf feeliin . . ii oso wiill feel tiired ders . .
ii oso got thiings ii dun liike and liike .
Pek cek pek cek ~ . .
ARRGGHHSS ~!!
gonna go eat med and take out moii lens den go sleep liiaos .
Cannot take iit e throat keep burniin .
PML ~!

x3JesJes_1106pm

2010-11-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

28.11.2010_Sunday_1128pm

Bloggiin Bloggiin Bloggiin ~
Hmms ..~ Today . . Ehhs .. ~
Ohh .. ~ ii overslept for e bathiin sessiion for MarbLe Ng and Baby Ng ..
Due to e Mahjong sessiion e day b4 . (27.11.2010_Sat)
Hees Hees !
Play tiill 7 am den went to bed .
Wiin abiit .. But den ..
dunno can get back e $$ anot oo .
Lols ! =X
As iin cos play wiif . . Hahas . Bu yao jiiang bii jiiao hao ~
Noe ders pple noe can liiaos ~ =P
Wake up @ 1pm today .
Onlii get to bathe MarbLe boii ~ ..
After tat ii paiint moii leg naiils . =.=!
Qii Sii Ren lers oo .
Paiint dao wo hen leii ended up ii make a mess ~
(Hand liike Leg , Leg liike Hand)
Lols !! =D
Den bathe come out already bout 5+pm lers oo .
Dunno y soo late .. tiime pass soo fast tat ii diin realiise .
Den nehs ii call up to e shop and ask iif today can help mii do anot .
Luckiily ii make iit on tiime .
*LUCKY* ^^
Soo ii book to do @ 6pm .
Went down happiily ~
Doiin half way Er kor call to ask mii buy food for hiim .
Ma Fan . . Lols ! ..
Bout 630+pm jiiu done lers . =)
Happy ~ ^^
Soo ii went to buy diinner for kor kor and moiiself den go back home lers .
@ 1st dun haf soo many pple ders oo .
End up .. Wahs ~!! alot alot pple today .
But all e whiile ii went outsiide iishx becos ii wana smk niias .
But ii really not feeliin well today cos haviin flu and sorethroat .
Head soo heavy .. =(
But den iin room oso bu hao ..
Cos ii got nothiin to do den ii went onliine shoppiin agaiin oo .
Oopss ! =X
Spend $$ agaiin . But hors .. Jiiu Jiiu yii cii soo iishx okiies bahs ~
need to cong yii cong zhii jii ~ =D
Rmb a person sae .. Mus learn to love moiiself den can learn to love others .
Wahss ~ Love moiiself soo Muchiie . =DD
Ban gong end lers oo .
Not bad not bad ..
soo many pple stiill can end soo early . =P
After tiis ii gonna sleep liiaos s ii already ate moii mediiciine b4 bloggiin .
Haiis .. Siians ~ tomoro full dae @ cliiniic .
Tue and Wed all e way to 3am at 50's .
Oh moii ~ Wo De Sii Qii Dao Lers ! =.=!
Who can save mii oo ?..
Hope ii can recover faster .. damn xiinku ~
Blog tiill her lers . ii need to prepare for bed liiaos . ^^
Niitey niitey _ x3

x3JesJes_1154pm

2010-11-26T05:23:00.000-08:00

26.11.2010_Friday_0923pm

Today was liike a BLACK friiday ~
Alot Siiaos FON patiients . .
Really ahhs iif ii contiinue workiin and not quiittiin ii wiill go iinsane .
ii dunno wat's goiin on wiif e thiinkiin ~
Fiind iit funnii but stiill frustrated ~
Cannot take iit anymore . .
After work ii went to do moii naiils . .
Cos too stress liiaos ii need to do somethiin to moiiself ~
At least ii feel happy abiit .
Reach home at bout 7+ goiin 8pm ii thiink .
Clear marble cage den feed hiim den ii go bathe . .
O.o moii renewal card was here already and oso ii order 3 weeks b4 ders top oso come lers . ^^
ii thiink ahhs ii really super tiired oo .
cos totally noo strength to do other thiings liiaos .
Moii head was soo paiinful tiis morniing and afternoon .
Maybe cos of those SJBs .
Now ii dunno wat ii wan to do oo .
Liike meii you bu biiao . Totally fang kong . =.=
den ii oso dunno wat to blog cos ii got nothiin iin miind now .
ii thiink ii should rest early today s tomoro stiill got half day to go . .
InLoveWithMyNails !

x3JesJes_1013pm

2010-11-25T05:56:00.000-08:00

25.11.2010_Thursday_1008pm

Today shall blog early s ii thiink ii gonna sleep early ~
Super Shagx !
Ytd (Wed) Work full ~ 5am den reach home ~
Hmms . . Luckiily got morniing call iif not wo jiiu WAN DAN LERS ~ =.=
Soo bz ytd oso . Maybe cos got event ~
Hao xiiang MC today ders but ended up haii shii yiing zhe tou pii go work ~
Driink coffee oso noo use .
Somemore gastriic paiin after driinkiin e coffee .
Thanks lehs . . >.>
Now body super achiin . .
ii got e wan siick ders feeliin .
Liips stiill super dry .
Soo xiin ku ~
Watchiin youtube now oo .
Searchiin for all e old songs ii used to liisten lastiime ~
Hmms . . ii really miiss iit alot .
Alot memoriies come back to mii at once ~
Diifferent songs diifferent memoriies .
=) Zhen de Bu xiiang Zhang Da ~ . .
ii miiss e old daes dude ~
Schooliin was soo fun ! But ii always miiss e fun dae ~
ii miiss moii classmates . . How we play iin e class . Makiin fun . Tok cock iin class . .
Quarrel iin class . Puniishx together . ^^
Zhen ders hen hao wan oo .
now wan to haf e feeliin back onlii can thiink niias .
Pop by tiis songs Berii old songs but was beiin fan chang by Fang Da Tong ~
_Nothing's Gonna change My Love For You_
Old song stiill sound soo niice den new songs ~
More meaniingful . .
Luckiily tomoro not boss ~ . .
Can relax relax .
ytd he told moii fren bout e stock take thiingy .
that he wan us come back one day wen he was on hiis holiidays on dec .
Den moii fren tell hiim wher can do fiiniishx iin 1 dae .
Can ii dun come . . Lols !
ii diin wan to ans . Den today he ask mii .
Sae iishx a mus .
Den ii jus oh oh orhs ~ Entertaiin den ii walk away .
ii thiink he cannot stand iit cos we both liike wana iignore hiim iin soo miing xiian way .
He asked hiis wiife to come to cliiniic today and tok to us .
GU NIANG ~ =.=!
ii of cos got reason sae jus sae ii goiin on holiidays too .
Den dun wana come back nehs ~
He deduct noo pay leave already Buay Song liiaos ~
ii den dun wan go back and do FOC ders thiings nehs .
Sha Ders ! -.-
She onlii come iin for 2 hours ii feel soo pek cek liiaos .
Super messy den keep on talk and talk non stop .
ii cannot giif out med cannot key computer cannot count money cannot explaiin med to pat .
Dunno y she come for wat .
Come liiaos iin e end we oso not goiin to go back and stock take wat .
Wuliiaos Dao ~!!
World really changiin alot .
Ren Xiin Nan Che .
Dunno ii got use wrongly anot .
Lols .
Cos ahhs Ytd got 1 iinciident .
A maiid throw a 12 years old ger down 4th storey den e ger pass away oo .
Jus near moii work place wher ii hiide to smk .
Heard from moii fren iishx e liittle ger was adnormal .
bone got probs and braiin slow ii thiink .
Hmms . . but y need to throw her down ? . .
Jus a kiid . And oso not her daughter ~
Y she can deciide for e parents ? . .
iif dun wana take care of her jus quiit nahs .
Liife really not iimportant at all ? . .
And those news recently bout e gangster thiinkiin .
Chop pple anyhow . .
Hmms . . thiink liiaos jiiu feel soo weak .
Cos there nothiin much we can do .
e world iishx nehberr gettiin better tomorrow ~
better onlii iin makiin sg a "FINE" country ~
tiis and tat all "FINE" here and there .
Super "FINE" ders nahs . . =.=!
All pple liike goiin GI LA ~
How to accept tiis world ? . . Gettiin soo tiired . .
Work soo hard earn ders oso not enoughx for payiin tiis and tat ~
Everydae most of e tiime iishx work niias ~
SG already got noo entertaiinments ~
Fb today super lack ahhs . dunno y . .
noo mood @ all . .
ii took soo long haben riite hao . =P
Alot alot of thiings ii wana share wiif moii blog oo .
but den ahhs . . Old liiaos den cannot really rmb . .
Keep forgettiin on thiings ii wana do .
But den y sometiime somethiing jus cannot forgot oo ? . .
I HAVE A WEIRD BRAIN ? . .
Oh moii Oh moii ~
Now iishx ii gonna GI LA liiaos . . =P
Caii bu huii nehs . . CHOY !
ii thiink ii today should stop here 1st . .
Cos ahhs iif too long ahhs den tomoro dunno wana blog wat lers . Hees Hees !
Miiss Mii ! ^^

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2010-11-23T07:23:00.000-08:00

23.11.2010_Tuesday_1124pm

Ytd cannot get to blog oo .
Soo ii shall blog Ytd and today iinto tiis blog ~
Ytd b4 adter knock off Eriic ah Gong jiio mii go siing k .
At 1st meet 7pm ~ Den ahhs he miissed 1 bus den meet 730pm .
Meet @ Hougang plaza . We went up lers but den ahhs all room was full oo .
=.=! Crazy Monday ~
He put hiis number for reserve ~
We went to Hougang Mall to shop shop ~
But e person diin call back oo .
Soo deciided to go Serangoon ders "O Bar" ~
Took Mrt Down lers oo . .
. . . S.T.U piid thiings gonna happen ~
O Bar iishx haviin priivate functiion . . Soo iishx close for other customer ~
Dunno iishx heng or sway ~ Lols !
Super Hot liiaos walk untiil den we contiinue walk down e road ~
Cross e briidge ~ Walk agaiin . .
Den ii stop and ask hiim wan walk tiill wher oo .
He told mii walk tiill e Car Repaiir ders place there see how ~
iif stiill dun haf den we go kopiitiiam ~
reachx e place lers oo .
Wahs alot of chiilliin place ~
But . . . Alot uncles aunty ~
He den tell mii wan eat crab anot .
=.=! ii not hungry but den ii m okiies to eat .
Den iin e end we walked tiill e end . .
Stop @ a pub and chiill ~
Hmms . . Not bad bahs . .
Keep on Play Pool onlii oo .
Den Leave mii there siittiin alone ~ *KeLiians de wo*
But den ahhs ~ . . Can sae pro iin playiin Pool bahs . .
Aiimiin super good ahhs . .
Keep on last miin save hiimself .
He went to play hiis pool den ii was @ our table watchiin e mtv .
suddenly got pple tap moii shoulder ~
thought iishx hiim den ii wana k siiao scold hiim liiaos .
Luckiily ii turn and see 1st .
iishx those guy siittiin behiind playiin games den lose mus do wat e wiinner sae ders .
Asked for moii name den ask for moii age . =.=!
den tok awhiile askiin wher ii liive . . Somemore ask Eriic iishx moii bf ahhs ? . .
-faiinted ! Den tok half way eriic come over to ask mii watch hiim play pool .
soo we shiifted place .
Watched hiim play not long den ii ask hiim dun wiin liiaos .
Lols ! Cos keep wiinniin den cannot leave e place .
From 9+ pm tiill 11+pm den we leave e place .
We walk pass e lorry acciident place den he go piick up e number plate ~
Buy 4d ~ Lols !
After leaviin that place we went to moii hse downstaiir ders kopiitiiam eat supper ~
tok cock awhiile den we go home lers .
ii reached home bathe all tat den knock down on moii bed lers .
Tiired ~ ^^
Morniing super lazy wake up for work oo .
feel liike MC -iing .
But ii nehberr ~
Went to work den super bz ders oo .
dunno bz wiif wat . Maybe cos of tat extra ders survey forms .
=.=! Really alot FON pple nowsaday nahs . .
Dunno wat they thiinkiin iin e braiin .
For tiis 1 year ii had been workiin iin tiis cliiniic ahhs . .
and they r regulars patiients oo .
ii cannot understand y they everydae oso mus ask e same ques liike examples . .
-What tiime uu all open ahhs ? . . -Is it dr soh today huhx ? . . -Open tiill wat tiime ? . .
Wat e ~ Hear e voiice ii oso noe who liiaos . .
Really cannot dun get iirriitated one . BTH ~
Too near WoodBriidge liiaos ii thiink tat's y all siiaos ~!
Oh ya today iishx Kor Kor bdae ~
Wiished hiim happy bdae ~
Noo present ~ Hohos !
Alot pple celebrate for hiim oo . Lols !
ii worked full day today .
Tomoro agaiin full but more jiialet tiill 3am .
=.=! Faiinted !
Sure kana scold tomoro cos ii alot of daes bo go liiaos ~
Dun feel liike workiin iin e niite liiaos ~
ii super not enoughx tiime not enoughx sleep ~ =.=!
Hahas ! Excuses = Lazy ~ =X
Happy O.o Moii onliine shoppiin ders dress here lers oo .
Hees Hees ! Good iideal for shoppiin for moii New Year Clothes ~
Dun need go out and squeeze wiif pple ~ ^^

x3JesJes_1150pm

2010-11-21T08:40:00.000-08:00

22.11.2010_Monday_1240am

Not agaiin ~ Monday agaiin soo fast .
tiime iishx runniing super fast now ~
iit seems liike ii jus blog not long sayiin iishx monday oo .
Same thiing for sunday ~
Clean cage wash cage bathe marble and baby ~
Den ii go for moii joggiin sessiion alone .
Hmms . . felt soo xiin ku ~ Maybe too long nehberr jog lers bahs .
But ii feel good after sweatiing ~
Dunno y ii wiill get moiiself to go for e jog suddenly ~
Maybe iishx bcos after watchiin e dvd ~
Oh man soo fat ~ =.=!
O.o ii realiise that marble can understand wat ii sae oo .
ii dun need go and catch hiim jus need to sae loud ~
Oopss ! Super cute ~
noo wonder ii love hiim soo muchiie ~
[ To Love Is Nothing . . To Be Love Is Something . . To Love And Be Loved Is Everything ! ]
Really ? . .
[ If You Can't Get Someone Out Of Your Head , Then Maybe They're Supposed To Be There . ]
Really ? . .
[ If You Love Something Let It Go , If It Comes Back To You It's Yours , If It Doesn't , It Never Was , And It's Not Meant To Be . ]
ii Beliief soo ~
Hmms . . wat r real and wat r unreal ? . .
Who Noes ? . . Jus somethiin uu feel ~
ii love e one ii jus type iin moii FB status ~
*Sometimes In Life All You Need Is Just A Hug*
Oppss ~ dunno wat to Blog ended up stiill blog soo much ~ =.=!
Late Liiaos Late liiaos ~
Tiime for bed ~ =P
And tiis iishx wat ii Love to do ~ [SLEEP] ((^((oo))^))
Hees Hees !
Now ii m Off to moii Bed ~ Niites Niites Moii Blog ! =D

x3JesJes_0104am

2010-11-20T12:12:00.000-08:00

21.11.2010_Sunday_0412am

Hmms . . =( Play Wiif Cat Cat den knock moii head on e wall ~
Super hard knock tiill got "Bah Lu Ku" ~ Sobs !
ii thiink Cat Cat xiia dao lers oo .
Knock dao lers he 1st thiing iishx rub moii head for mii ~
hahas ~ Kana scold by kor kor and mummiie for playiin .
Tong Shii Wo Lers ~ Giiddy for quiite long den okiies lers ~
Watch Harry Potter esp 1 and 2 half way ~ =P
Nothiin to do soo re-watch .
Marble boii really super playful ~
Keep on ahhs do S.T.U piid actiion .
Come and diisturbb mii wen ii diin wan bother bout hiim ~
Hahas ! Cute nahs ~
Now stiill dun wan sleep ~ =/
After bloggiin ii gonna go sleep liiaos ~
Super sleeply s ii need to wake up berii early iin e morniing to bathe baby huang and marble huang ~ Clear cage and do some stuff b4 Ban gong start ~
Had been at home for e whole day ~
Braiin suddenly was thiinkiin for e whole dae . .
iit's tiime for mii to "LET HIM GO" ~
Tiis 3 words keep appeariin iin moii miind today . =( sobs !
She bu de iishx all ii can thiink for e excuse for not lettiin go ~
Feel super dumb ~
Cos tomoro wiill be e same even ii m feeliin down today .
E world wiill stiill be goiin on e same even ii m feeliin sad today .
Y mus ii be sad and cannot be happy to liive everyday ? . .
Sometiime feeliin really hard to control . =(
Tiis tiime round how long wiill ii take ? . .
ii dunno . but 1 dae sure can bahs ~ ii guess ~
Moii head really paiin ~ Hope e "Bah Lu Ku" wiill be fiine tomoro ya . ~.~
ii should stop here lers ~ Sayonara !

x3JesJes_0429am

2010-11-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

19.11.2010_Friday_1146pm

Hmms ~ today suppose to MC whole dae ders ~
But then . . Ended up onlii MC half day .
e reason was super iirriitatiin ~
*K Haf to briing moii daughter to regiister for next year prii 1 .*
Soo she cannot cover mii ~
Guan wo Pii shii ahhs ? . .
Super xiin ku . Nearly even half day oso cannot mc norhs ~ =.=!
Haiis ~ Untiil now stiill not feeliin berii well .
But den ii stiill went to driink wiif kor kor ~ =.=!
@ Punggol park .
O.o Agaiin iishx a Friiday ~ Soo Qiiao ahhs . .
Eat iice cream . =X
ii thiink ii wan to make moiiself diie den gan yuan ~ =P
But den iishx suddenly got e urge to eat mahs ~
ii lost 1 more kg cos of ytd lers oo .
target reachiin ~ =D
Another 3kg ii wiill stop diietiin .
ii keep on couldn't fiiniishx moii food feel soo waste but den stiill mus eat abiit ~
Hmms . . Zhen ma fan ~
Xiin qiing cao bu hao today ~ !
Liike somethiing iishx miissiin .
But den now hao duo lers ~
E iice cream and e cliips of e baby really helps alot .
Oh moii god ~ ii got 1 more Daiiry to wriite ~
-faiinted ! But den . . now iishx tiime for mii to eat med 1st ~
burniin sensatiions iin e tummy to heart ~ Super hot ~
Even eat iice cream oso noo use to cool down . =.=! noo Logiic ~ Lols
Now moii hse liike market ~ Noiisy !
They tok super loud =P Lols ! oopss !! =XX Anyhow gossiip iin e blog .

x3JesJes_1159pm

2010-11-18T08:20:00.000-08:00

19.11.2010_Friday_1221am

=( Super xiin ku .
already run toiilet for more den 3x lers .
Stomach super paiin ~
gastriic probs + food poiison ii thiink ~
After e gastriic ii rest awhiile was okiies liiaos . . Den wake up eat e chiicken riice den keep on run toiilet liiaos ~
+.+! Whole body noo strength lers ~
Super paiin . But behiind go iin toiilet nothiin out lers .
Cos ii diin eat much ~ but e paiin jus wun go away ~
ii need e jab to cure e paiin ii m haviin now .
How ii wiishx tat ii can jus take out moii gastriic out of moii body !
Torture ~ Come whenever iit liike !
Hate iit ~ But ii got noo way to stop iit . .
Cramps . . But stiill was thiinkiin to take MC or go work .
iif contiinue miidniite stiill run toiilet den see how lers .
*Beggiin iit wiill jus go off soon !*
Jus now was onliine shoppiin wiif Jiie Jiie and Siis ~
Den half way thru keep on run toiilet ~
Hmms . . bought 2 dress and a top .
Next week wiill be here lers bahs ~
yao feng diiao lers ~ ii berii tiired !
But e paiin wun let mii sleep .
Today ban gong got soo many thiings happen oo .
Happeniing ahhs ~ =.=!
Add up already goiin 100 years old liiaos ~
Dunno wat they thiinkiin ~ Dun wana sae much .
Siians ahhs ~ cannot happy happy ders oo ? . .
Trouble Maker ! =.=! -faiinted !

x3JesJes_1235am

2010-11-17T09:04:00.000-08:00

18.11.2010_Thursday_0105am

ii had a wonderful PH ii can sae ~
Wake up at 11+am iin e morniin (17.11.2010_Wednesday) .
Went to liiviin to smk ~
Den Er kor come out and ask mii wan to go and watch Harry Potter anot .
ii thiink oso noo thiink den ii sae YEA ~ ii wan ~
Soo we went to book tiicket onliine ~
Moviie start at 0105pm oo .
Hahas ~ iinfront abiit nehberr watch dao cos noo parkiin lot .
But den iishx a niice moviie ~ ii can sae . .
Nehberr faiil to watch iin ciinema every esp of Harry Potter .
ii dunno y but ii jus love iit .
ii love e magiic ~ How ii wiishx ii got magiic too ~
Lols ! Dreamiin ~ . .
After Moviie already 330pm . ii reciieved miissed call whiile ii m watchiin moviie ~
den ii called back .
O.o cool man . ii order onliine ders jacket come liiaos . Soo fast ~
thought need waiit 1 week .
^^ Super Happy ~
Dark piink o.o soo not mii ~ But den okiies .
ii wanted to rest ders ~ But den ahhs . . nothiin to do soo not used to iit soo ii bathe marble agaiin . hahas ~
Clean clean ~ =P
Oh ya . . ii brought a book . . iit become moii daiiry ~
Hahas . . Both siide shall wriite diiff thiings ~ hees hees .
Den ahhs come back after buyiin e book den 4d ii tiio iibet ~ $10 . =D
cool pii lers ~
Hohos ~ den alot pple come moii hse gatheriin agaiin . LOLS !
Den MJ sessiion agaiin ~
Mama Play 1st den ii play e second round .
hmms . . But den Lose $9 .
Lols ! Super not boriin ders ahhs ~
Whole dae soo fast over lers .
ii dunno tomoro wan MC anot .
Hmms ~ 1st dae open after PH sure alot pple .
Bu ren xiin ~ See how bahs .
ii need to sleep liiaos iif not ahhs . . Sure jiialet tomoro iif ii got go work .
hao tiired !! Good niites ~

x3JesJes_0119am

2010-11-16T09:36:00.000-08:00

17.11.2010_Wednesday_0136am

wo wo wo You laii lers oo .
today play Mahjong lose oo ~
Lols ! But iit's okiies cos ii enjoy e fun playiin ~ ^^
And oso moii hand iitch liiaos .
Long Long nehberr play lers oo . =X
*Piian ren* Oopss !! Kekes !
hmms . . Marble boii boii orr orr lers oo .
Besiide hiis pee pan ~ =.=!
Diirty Boii ~!! =/
Today moii hse got alot pple oo .
Den after all e thiings done den all siit iin e liiviin room and tok .
berii loud oo .
=P ii thiink downstaiir oso can hear dao bahs .
Jus ended not long . and ii m now iin moii room bloggiin ~
Blog hao lers jiiu shii moii tiime to sleep liiaos .
ii dunno wat to blogs today oo .
oh ya . . ii rmb lers . Today workiin tiime moii workiin fren told mii bout her story .
hmms ~ Berii keliians .
ii berii S.T.U piid oo . bu huii an weii ren .
ii saw her cry lers ii stun dunno wana sae wat oo .
ii thiink noo pple wiill be s siilly s ii m lers nahs ~ . . =.=!
But her story teaches mii tat "dun beliief too much on wat pple sae . Cos pple do change wen tiime passes by . Nothiing iishx true and there iishx noo such thiing s true love ."
Heart dyiin ~

x3JesJes_0211am

2010-11-15T07:57:00.000-08:00

15.11.2010_Monday_1158pm

Wahs ~ iim late today ~
Qii Shii ii dunno wat to blog oo today .
Moii eye super dry oo and den gastriic come agaiin .
ii knew iit wiill come today .
Cos stomach not well iin e morniing liiaos .
Hmms . . Siix years liiaos oo haviin tiis probs .
Dunno eat how many med liiaos .
Waste money . .
Watchiin marble boii eatiin hay . =P
Pulliin and pulliin . Lols !
Soo cute e actiion !
Sometiime really can be berii naughty and playful .
Noo matter how down ii m feeliin at e moment ii get to see hiim ii wiill auto smiile .
Cos hiis actiion sometiime really let mii feel S.T.u piid .
He iishx all ii have now . .
. . . . . . . . . . .
Xii wang meii ge ren dou ke yii guo ders hen xiin fu .
Yii diing yao xiin fu oo .
Wo huii xue xii zhao gu wo zhii jii .
1. Eye - ii took out moii contact lens everyday lers .
But moii gastriic can nehberr recover .
ii m tryiin ii wiill try harder not to let iit attack soo often .
ii wiill take good care of marble and baby . =P
*Tok Cock*
(( ii'm siittiing here thiinkiin bout how m ii gonna get by . ii ain't got no days jus lonely niites .
Uu wan e truth ? Well , ii m not alriight . Feel out of place and out of tiime . ii thiink ii gonna lose moii miind . ))
ii cannot rmb how long iit pass . Cos iit seems liike everythiin happen jus ytd .
iishx tat true ? . . That there iishx too much more tat tiime cannot even heal ? . .
ii hate to beliief iit iif iit's true .
ii feels soo tiired of everythiin .
Xiing Bu Xiing Zhii Zaii Nii De Yii Niian Zhii Jiian .
Wat uu thiink uu wiill keep on thiink Wat uu dun thiink of uu wiill nehberr gonna thiink about iit .
Wat's moii probs ? . . Gettiin weaker and weaker ~ (Hate Moiiself For beiing soo Weak ~)
wake up moii miind Pls ~ Everythiin gonna pass soon . . e world wiill stiill be goiin on even ii m feeliin down . soo y can't ii liive happiily wen ii m stiill aliive ? . .

x3JesJes_1230am

2010-11-14T07:46:00.000-08:00

14.11.2010_Sunday_1146pm

Sunday lers o.o soo fast tomoro need to work lers . =(
Wo zhen ders hao leii . . Ke yii Na diiao wo ders miian ju mahs ?
Smiile wen ii m not happy Laugh wen ii m not happy Joke wen ii m not happy . .
Hao Leii hao leii Hao Leii !
Shuii neng jiiao wo zhen me zhuo caii duii ? . .
Wen wiill ii be recoveriing ? . .
S.T.U piid mii ~
Healiin half way liiaos oo .
ii m tryiin soo hard but how come iit was liike noo use wors ?
Or m ii not tryiin hard enough ? . .
ii thiink soo bahs .
Makiin moiiself bz iishx all ii noe soo tat ii wun get to thiink of anythiing .
ii m lers ahhs . . Everyday oso mus make moiiself bz .
But y stiill stuck here oo ?
ii got soo many questiion marks iin moii braiin .
ii got soo many questiion .
but ii nehberr get e ans .
Siilly iishx all ii can sae . =.=!
Cos ii noe ii wiill nehberr get e ans iin e 1st place but den ii stiill wana ask .
Always do S.T.U piid thiings .
anythiing ii dunno how 2 express and anythiing ii wana sae ii onlii noe how to wriite here ~
ii super tiired lers .
ii wan orr orr lers ~ Wake up too early today ~
Wan An Lers Wo De Blogs !

x3JesJes_1202am

2010-11-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

13.11.2010_Saturday_1115pm

Boriin saturday ii had ever iin moii liife ~
ii thiink iishx bcos ii m too tiired .
Jus watch fiiniishx "The Social Network" ~
Cool show ! iishx bout FaceBook ~
That guy was really smart !
But thiis show iishx all bout talkiin more . Hees !
But ii liike Oo .
2hrs ii thiink . . ii took 3 smoke break . =P
Jus took moii med ~
Waiitiin to sleep ! =D
Gonna wake up early tomoro and settle e 2 of dem .
Den rest rest rest !
=/ Bored Bored Bored ~
But den ii got noo iideal y ii m bored ~
Cos ii diin wan to go out iin e 1st place !
*Confuse*
. . . Wat tiime should ii be awake ? . .
8+ -9+ am bahs ii thiink .
Soo ii can settle dem fast b4 Niite event start ~
ii dun thiink ii need to top up anythiin for marble at e moment ~
But den b4 ii go sleep lata ii need top abiit water for hiim !
Now was liike stand ye bu shii . . Siit ye bu shii . . Liie down ye bu shii . .
Aiiyos ~ Wo hen ma fan nehs ! =X
Hate tiis feeliin totally ~
Someone out there pls knock mii out and let mii fall asleep !!! =/
*Somethiin iishx miissiin iin moii heart !*
But ii dunno wat iissiit ~
Weiird ! =.=!
ii thiink ii should try to sleep now .
The feeliin iishx makiin mii mad ~
ii thiink ii need a jog tomoro morniing .
iif ii m not lazy ~ ^^

x3JesJes_1130pm

2010-11-12T23:31:00.000-08:00

13.11.2010_Saturday_0332pm

iim here to update moii blog for ytd ~
Fall asleep and forgot to blog . =.=!
Hmms . .
Wher should ii start bloggiin ? . .
ii oso dunno .
After work bahs . .
Knock off at 5pm den walk home from work place .
Same thiings everydae ~
Meet Eriic ah Gong cos he need to pass mii MarbLe ders thiings .
He come up moii hse and help mii wiif e cage .
Marble cage done lers oo .
Noo more worrii bout he can come down anot or wat lers ~
Cos settle liiaos ^^
Owe hiim a biig thanks bahs ~
Hahas ~
After settle wiif e cage lers ii called allen kor kor .
Den he put mii aeroplane agaiin .
So both of us went to get our diinner .
Was thiinkiin to Meet EL for driink ders .
But was beiing stopped By Eriic Ah Gong .
In the end ii diin meet EL .
Went to Punggol Park there ders "Bliss" and driink .
O.o 1st tiime there oo .
Not a bad place .
Near moii hse somemore .
9+pm went there .
Driink and tok cock tiill 11pm ii thiink .
Den we walk home together .
He stayed Over niight cos too late liiaos .
Sound weiird ahhs ? . .
ii feel weiird too .
He act liike a kiid . . Wan tiis wan that .
Stiill wan mii siing to make hiim sleep .
Morniin 7am+ wake up cos both of us need to work .
See hiim off at e door and once agaiin he do e actiion liike a kiid .
Seems liike a dream of the past ytd .
Feels liike a short viideo to let mii had e feeliin when we were together last tiime .
All dreams do stop wen uu r awake . ^^
ii cannot dun admiit tat ii do miiss those tiime .
But . . ii need to learn to let iit go .
Cos Liike/Love a person doesn't mean uu mus be wiif hiim/her .
E person iishx liiviin happy iishx more den enoughx .
=P Work come back lers .
ii wanted to take a nap one .
But den . . dunno y ahhs ii cannot sleep o.o ~
Den blogs norhs play Fb den msn liisten songs . .
Lols ! Bo liiaos oo .
Sat and Sun got noo diiff wiif weekdays ~
Onlii good thiings iishx dun need work and ii can rot /slack at home ~
Waiit for mama to come back den go buy 4D wiif her .
After tat den ii nap bahs ~ Dun nap oso dunno wan do wat liiaos .
XD Tiired ahhs ~!
Wan diisturb Marble but den he dun let mii diisturb hiim .
Run here and there to hiide . =(
Sadded ~!

x3JesJes_0402pm

2010-11-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

12.11.2010_Friday_1209am

Saw tiis viideo today Post by Da Sao Ba ~
Niice Songs + Lyriics

(Sorry That I Loved You)

For all of the times that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take the stand
But then love love love made us blind

And i'm so sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry that i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i held you tight

And im so sorry for
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you everything that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
Sorry Love , For wasting your time

And i'm so sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But im hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry that i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
I wish that i could make it right (tonight)
For all that i have done to you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you (i was falling in love)
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you
I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm so sorry that i hurt you

I'm sorry that i loved you

_Ends_1235am

Here iit goes moii blogs for toniight .
Hope Uu all liike tiis songs too . .
Most of e tiime when ii love a songs iishx all bcos e lyriic .
And oso e musiic iishx niice den ii liike ~
Today workiin super tiired ~
Same thiin after bloggiin ii need to get ready for bed .
O.o yea ahhs . . today house got ban gong oo .
Den alot pple . Dunno y today ii feel berii uneasy .
Giiddy ~
Den bout 930pm Eriic Ah gong called mii ~
Watching marble and oso on fone .
He help mii buy e thiings ii need to buy for marble new cage lers .
When ii receiived e piic msgx ii was shock and oso abiit touch ~
Cos ii was jus sayiin bout tiis ytd .
=P Hees Hees ~ Bu yao wu huii oo .
He wiill help mii buy iishx bcos he was at nearby soo iishx soon biian .
Cos viivo and siimeii was really too far for mii to travel alone .
And ii seldom go tiis 2 places .
But den stiill wiill gonna sae thank uu to hiim bahs .
Heart wiill gonna stop bleediin soon and e paiin wiill go off soon ~
ii beliief iit siince e day ii m hurtiing tiill now .
=D Ban gong Jus ended not long niias .
ii need to go take out moii contact lens whiile ii sync moii fone oo .
Hmms . . Tomoro stiill need to work ~
Good e Niight ~
ii m stiill e same old Jesline that all of uu noe .
Fall iishx e onlii way that proviin ii grown up more .
See more thiings and noe more thiings iin liife bahs .
An weii zhii jii wo lii haii bahs . hohos ~

x3JesJes_1253am

2010-11-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

10.11.2010_Wednesday_1210am

"I Love The Rain"

Ooh ooh ohyeah
Huh Ooh ooh ohyeah
Your love was just like a sunshine
it woke me up every morning
With nothing but drama and bad fights
but it looks like a storm is coming

And when the tunder rolls and the lightning strike
I hope that i'll forget all about you
Yea when everyone else is running inside
i'll be feeling so brand new

So baby let the rain fall down from heaven
Let it wash away every memory of you and i
Cos i don't want your love no more
No women's gonna bring me pain
Gotta get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
Cos its helping me forget all about you
When the water fall on my face
So i love the rain

When there was nothing but blue sky's
You didn't know what to do with me
You gave me nothing but your lies
Yea you did babe
So with them dark clouds i feel free yeah

And when a tunder rolls and the lightning strike
i know that i'll forget all about you
and when everybody else is running inside
i'll be feeling so brand new

So baby let the rain fall down from heaven
Let it wash away every memory of you and i
Cos i don't want your love no more
No women's gonna bring me pain
Gotta get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
Cos its helping me forget all about you

When the water falls on my face
So i love the rain

i know it seems kinda strange
But thats the kind of weather i want
But i can honestly say
That im learning that it doesn't mean love
Jus cos the suns shining up above
So im cleaning my heart up
And im drowning the pain like a flood
Thats the best thing for me
So bring all the rain let it come

So baby let the rain fall down from heaven
Let it wash away every memory of you and i
Cos i don't want your love no more
no women's gonna bring me pain
Gotta get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
Cos its helping me forget all about you
When the water falls on my face
So i love the rain

So baby let the rain fall down from heaven
let it wash away every memory of you and i
Cos i don't want your love no more
No women's gonna bring me pain
Gotta get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
Cos its helping me forget all about you
When the water falls on my face
So i love the rain

I love the rain
it's helping me forget you baby
Let it fall on my face cos i love the rain

_End_1234pm

Heard tiis song from a viideo out of noo where .
Love iit ~ Tiis iishx how iim feeliin riight now . .
iif raiin really can wash away . ii hope iit help mii wash too .
ii hate e feeliin !
ii dun ever wan tiis kiinda of feeliing anymore ~
But raiin really can wash everythiing away ?
Wash away e Heart achiin ?
Wash away e pain ?
ii mus be dreamiing ~
Feeliin super moody out of a sudden . .
ii dunno y suddenly wiill feel tiis way .
S ii thought ii m alriite already .
iisn't iit ? . .
Or ii m tiired of hiidiin moii emotiion ? . .
Lettiin iit out for toniite .
ii dunno . . Really cannot understand moiiself seriiously ~
Really hope e tiime could stop moviin for e tiime beiin .
Reason ii dunno . .
iishx moviing too fast tiill ii cannot breathe .
Seems liike ii got not enough to use . .
Liike now ii got to stop wriitiin ~
Too late for mii to contiinue .
Lata stiill need go work at niight tiill 3am .
=( Hate iit ~ But ii got noo choiice .
ii hate moiiself for beiing soo soft hearted .
even ii noe ii beiing treated unfaiir .
ii nehberr sound out . .
Complaiin fiiniishx lers jiiu suan lers .
Dunno iishx S.T.U piid or wat . .

x3JesJes_1254am

2010-11-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

08.11.2010_Monday_1116pm

Monday liiaos . . Super fast .
Today ii m gonna blogs agaiin .
ii m super sleepy today . Maybe tat's y ii got alot to sae .
ii feel super lucky to haf MarbLe Boii iin moii liife .
Cos he always got new iideal of makiin mii laughx even ii feel real down .
But stiill of cos ii wiill angry wiif hiim cos he really too playful .
Wan mean wan ders oo .
Scold oso noo use .
=D To mii now moii both pet iishx moii everythiin lers bahs .
For e tiime beiing ii wiill onlii concentrate on them .
ii feel tat ii bu gou love baby . . Soo ii make moiiself to bathe her on every sun .
Peii her play wiif her treat after bathiin . .
Play wiif marble at e same tiime .
Liike a new job for sunday .
Now workiin earniin ders $$ all iishx for e 2 of dem liiaos .
Cos ii dun even haf tiime for shoppiin . . Even haf oso nothiin buy . Hahas !
Bought e new cage ii super love iit oo . Ytd buy ders . ( 07.11.2010 )
Love tiis cage alot .
Alot pple come home and saw e cage .
Keep sayiin ii crazy . Buy soo biig cage for tiis small liittle thiingy .
Keep sayiin wahs soo shiiok ahhs . .
But den . . tiis may be e last cage lers bahs .
ii cannot dun admiit ii dotes on hiim alot .
Cos iif ii dun dotes on hiim den ii can dotes who oo ?
He iishx e one who wiill make mii smiile and laughx ahhs .
e onlii closer best buddiie lers oo . ^^
He get scared ez oo .
he wiill scare hiimself sometiime too .
Hahas . e actiion super hao xiiao .
Dunno wan sae hiim smart or S.T.U piid sometiime .
ii jus loved to diisturb hiim . =X
ii rmb got one dae ii open hiis cage and he run out .
ii was too concentrate on playiin bejeweled on fb soo nehberr bother bout hiim .
Wen mummiie come iin fiind hiim . den ii noe he was not iinsiide e cage or anywher ii can see hiim oo .
Scare mii ~
ii search e whole room .
Guess wat . .
he was hiidiin behiind moii piillow and booster sleepiin iinsiide .
All e way . . .
hahas ! BTH ~
Moii eye Cannot take iit lers oo .
Hmms . . Today feeliin super Down ii dunno y .
Maybe ii m jus too tiired cos ii diin sleep well .
Berii fast get angry iif ii bu shuang ~
ii need to rest more to control abiit .
Hope ii wiill be better tomoro .
Siince young liike tat . . Not enough sleep temper super not good .
Abiit oso cannot . =.=!

x3JesJes_1149pm

2010-11-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

05.11.2010_Friday_1136pm

iit's mii JesJes agaiin . .
Today ii m stiill gonna blogs . .
Kiinda Boriin now maybe .
PH Jiiu zhe yang over lers . .
Soo fast ~ Day after Day . .
Thiings around us stiill contiinue moviin e same way .
Maybe there iishx somethiing change . .
But ii noe ii nehberr change . =P
Or maybe ii changed .
Let's start from Morniin . .
ii wake up at 730am . . Noe y ?. .
Bcos ii nehberr off moii alarm clock . =.=!
Soo ii wake up and off iit . Den fall asleep back .
Nana Tan sleep untiil berii shiiok oo .
Nehberr even heard iit . Lols !
ii Sleep tiill 11+am wake up .
Cannot sleep back liiaos . .
Siians ! Wanted to sleep tiill afternoon ders .
Den was thiinkiin whether should ii go buy e new cage . .
Too heavy for moiiself to carry tat cage back . .
soo ii deciided not to go lers .
Den ii dun feel liike stayiin at home .
Super siians . .
Asked Jonathan aka Moii Bf whether he wana go out .
Den ahhs . . He sae okiies oo .
After ii wake nana tan up den ii go bathe lers .
saw msn tat He dun wana go lers .
Cos mood not berii good .
Hmms . . ~ ii sae okiies okiies .
Soo iin e end onlii mii and nana go bugiis and shop norhs .
Ehhs . . Miissed out e part we peii Da kor go ave 8 1st .
Eat e wanton noodle . berii niice oo .
den peii hiim buy paii paii thiings .
Briing back home together cos nana wan PoO pOo 1st den go bugiis .
Lols !! Oopss ! =X tell e whole world wors . .
Took MRT . .
Wahs ! really regret norhs .
Super Super headache . .
ii post a lame post on Fb .
"Someone pls get mii a oxygen mask!"
=P Lols ! Siince young ii smell e smell ii jiiu headache .
Today really headache whole day .
But den ii wana go shoppiin soo mus ren . -.-
Hahas !
ii brought a bag but den iin moii shoppiin liist ii diid not want to buy bag ders oo .
Thiings tat ii wanted to buy ii Maii bu dao .
Already super siians liiaos .
But den iit's okiies . . Nextiime ~!
Bugiis really more and more boriin lers oo .
Nothiin to buy liiaos .
About 9 we go home lers .
ii took MRT home and nana took BUS home . Kekes !
Go home tiime oso headache . .
=Pp ii Miiss MarbLe boii sooooo Much . .
Same thiing ii settle hiim lers den ii do moii own thiings lers .
Let hiim out to play hiimself now lers . (iinsiide e room)
Dun need to bother bout hiim liiaos now .
Cos he wun get lost lers .
=P Clever boii noes wat ii sae wen ii tok to hiim .
But sometiime stiill berii playful dun wan liisten and iinsiist of doiin thiings ii dun liike .
Xii guan jiiu hao lers .
Cannot be bothered sometiime .
More and more fat . Hahas ~!
Baby ger keep on want to play wiif hiiim but she berii chu lu .
And her nose berii wet .
Mus look at dem den can let e two of dem together .
Settle hao lers den waiit tiill ii wan sleep lers jiiu close cage .
Tiime for mii to buy e hay liiaos .
. . .
Suddenly feeliin weiird . .
Xiin lii you hen duo hua . . Ke shii wo shuo bu chu laii shii shen me .
Tiime for moii LALA LAND ~

x3JesJes_1206am

2010-11-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

02.11.2010_Tuesday_1145pm

Hmms . . Today work Full shiift at Cliiniic .
Super tiired .
After Bloggiin Sleepiin tiime for mii liiaos .
Moii nose super iirriitatiin .
Wan sneeze but cannot sneeze out . =.=!
ii today jus got moii 1st Gardasil Jab .
Next month 02.12.2010 have to take 2nd Jab .
Den Agaiin Last Jab on 02.04.2011 .
=P Den jiiu end liiaos .
$120 per Jab for staff priice oo .
Super exs . Luckiily can use CPF and pay .
iif not ii dun thiink ii gonna take tiis jab . =X
Oriigiinal cost iin cliiniic iishx $150-$190 ii thiink .
Hmms . . Lettiin Marble Boii run awhiile . .
He super playful . Sae "No" to hiim he can understand .
Look at uu den stare awhiile den run away .
Cannot tahan hiim .
Hahas ! Keep learniin Baby Ng actiion .
ii Brought a new faciial wash and a scar gel .
Dunno got use anot oo e scar gel .
Kana alot scar make by MarbLe Boii . =.=!
Jiialet ! But stiill noo regret cos already started everythiing siince e day ii brought hiim home .
Cannot contiinue blogs lers .
Nose cannot take iit . . Eye cannot take iit . . Braiin cannot take iit . .
Tomoro stiill need work Cliiniic iin e morniin den Pt At Pub .
Siians dao wo ~ . .
Gonna stop here for today lers .
Good e Niight ~

x3JesJes_1156pm

2010-11-01T08:36:00.001-07:00

01.11.2010_Monday_1136pm

Monday Monday Monday ~ . .
Siians siians siians ~ . .
ii dunno y suddenly ii whole body super weak and sleepy .
Siince 7+pm start .
At liiviin room tok cock awhiile den went to compasspoint .
Come back home oso do e same thiings .
Play Fb Msn awhiile tong oso feel sleepy .
Super noo mood today .
After bloggiin ii thiink ii really need to go and sleep liiaos .
Waiitiin for Thurs Niite to come .
Cos frii iishx PH liiaos . ~.~
Hao tiired !
Today got noo speciial thiings happen .
Oso dunno wana blogs wat . .
Play bejeweled earniin e coiins back .
=D used too much .
Moii score iishx liike stiill soo lousy .
Cannot concentrate on e screen .
Waiit ahhs . . Let mii see wat else . .
Hmms . . Ehhs . . Ahhs . . Ohh . . Ee . .
ii thiink noo more liiaos .
=P Lols ! ii wan to sleep on moii new bed sheet lers ~
Jus change ~ Woots !
Shiiok !

x3JesJes_1141pm

2010-10-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

01.11.2010_Monday_1231am

=.=! WTH ! She come iinto moii room and sleep agaiin .
ii lock e door liiaos but den kelviin wana take hiis fone soo ii open e door agaiin den he bo lock back.
Shiit ders oo !
ii come iin and tell her "I WAN TO LOCK E DOOR LIAO LEH."
She reply mii " U MUS LET ME SLEEP AWHILE BCOS I BERI TIRED."
FUCK !
ii LPPL ~
Den ii reply her " ii 12 wan to sleep den ii come iin call uu up."
She reply "when they ban hao gong lers den uu come iin ask mii up."
ii Reply her " How ii noe wat tiime they ban hao ?.. ii gonna sleep b4 tat and ii need to put down moii bro bed ."
Den she reply " Okay."
Hell man ! Den ii come iin back to e room to call her tat tiime .
ii shout berii loud lers oo . "Wake up wake up. Tiired can go home sleep liiaos cos over lers ."
She iignore mii siia ~ WTF ~!
Den Jiianfeng Meii Meii Help mii call her sae "Aunty wake up liiaos."
She oso cannot be bothered.
Jasper Kor kor Gf oso help mii liiaos she oso cannot be bothered !
Got soo thiick siick ders person ders mehs ?
Somemore moii door e paper already stated berii clear liiaos .
Added e new rules saiid tat iif tiired pls go home and sleep wors .
Kum got chiinese and engliishx lehs .
Nehberr study ders mehs ?
ii n level niia oso noe wat iishx wriiitten on e door norhs !
Den ii went to take moii ciigg .
She stiill can tell mii tat " uu smoke hao lers den uu come iin call mii."
"MOTHER!"
ii come iin . . "Nehbermiind one."
Can ren ii sure ren one .
den ahhs . . come iin liiaos she stiill dun wana wake up .
Somemore ask mii " uu dun wan bathe mehs ?"
ii straiight away tell her " ii dun wan bathe !"
She bo biians liiaos den iinsiide e room tok cock .
Sae lata den ii help uu put down e bed .
ii thiink oso noo thiink jiiu sae cannot , cos bed stiill got hiis thiings den ii can't sleep .
Wahs lao ehhs . .
Mus let pple sae untiil soo clear 1 mehs ? ..
Braiin shen at backsiide ahhs ? ..
We 1 group at liiviin room sae untiil soo loud . ii dun thiink she nehberr heard iit norhs .
fucker !
act nehberr heard niia .
Super Angry ~
Stop tiis for today .
Super tiired today cos today ii help marble and baby bathe .
somemore den ii cut baby haiir to botak .
Took mii 2 hrs . =.=
Back super paiin .
Fiinally done theiir thiings den hse got ban gong .
Lena they all got come oso .
Den tok cock oso .
Hmms . .
Oh ya . . Moii lady boss called and msgx mii den ahhs . .
Den ii nehberr ans nehberr call back and nehberr reply msgx !
=D Super shuang .
Sunday siia . . Dunno call for wat . onlii off dae niia oso wan call and fan mii .
iirriitatiin freak !
ii really need to sleep liiaos .
cos tomoro got long way to go .
She wan mii take over her monday niite shiift .
Sucks !

x3JesJes_1248am

2010-10-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

29.10.2010_Friday_1226am

Ooppss ~ ! ii thiink ii need moii specs . . *BRB*
XD hees hees !
ii wan to complaiin ahhs . .
S.T.U piid MarbLe really ahhs . .
Got see b4 a Mouse biite another Mouse ders mahs ?
Lols ! . . Wen ii sae tiis to Er kor . . He quiiet for 5 secs den he started to laugh out loud !
ii dunno y ii wiill sae tiis out oso .
thiink dao jus sae . Kekes ~
Den ii post FB . . Jiian feng they all thought ii brought new chiinchiilla back home .
Den ii sae uu go back Fb see properly .
Joke for e day .
He really ahhs berii naughty . Biite jiiu hao somemore biite tiill cannot use straiight oo .
Haii mii mus go down buy a new mouse . =.=
-faiinted !
Not really angry wiif hiim . Cos ii noe he dunno wat iishx tat thiin bahs .
Hmms . . iif iishx lastiime ders mii ii thiink ii wiill beat hiim up liiaos .
Oopss ! =X
Pii Qii Super control recently . . maybe noo strength bother .
And ii seldom use moii labby oso .
And ahhs ~ fiinally few more month e labby ii gonna clear liiaos .
*phews* Stress . .
ii goiin change marble cage soon too .
Growiin Biigger liiaos . Noo much space for hiim to jump here and there .
Always biite e cage . Wana sell second hand oso hard ii thiink . =.=!
But ii wiill stiill keep e old cage .
Cos iif ii go oversea . . ii wiill transfer hiim back to e small cage .
so0 tat ii come back dun need clear tiill siiaos !
ii thiink he super tiired today .
Open cage oso dun wan come out play .
ii m soo sleepy liiaos . .
Need to sleep ASAP ! Workiin tomoro morniin ~
See e S.T.U piid iirriitatiin Boss !
Arghss~ Bu xii huan !
But noo choiice mus ren tiill Bouns ~
ii can bahs ii thiink . hmms . .
One day iin DEC ii thiink ii wiill go miissiin for one day .
Put down everythiin Jus for 1 dae . =P

x3JesJes_1240am

2010-10-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

27.10.2010_Wednesday_1242am

Work whole dae . Super tiired !
berii iirriitated By tat "E" liiaos wors !
ii wrote e piiece of paper iin engliishx and chiinese wors ~
Dun tell mii she cannot read wors .
Somemore e skiin got soo thiick ders mehs ?
Wake up lers somemore can sae tiis kiinda of thiin .
"Thank You for lettiin mii sleep iin ur room wors ~"
FUCK ! ! Wen diid she ask for premiissiion and wen diid ii sae okiies to let her sleep ?
Wahss really ahhs . iin moii liife ahhs 1st tiime ii see got pple liike tat ders nehs .
seriiously ahhs . . ii already thiink of all e ways ii can liiaos but den . .
nothiin change . Really mus force mii LOCK e door den can oo ?
Noo other ways ? . .
ii wonder iif 1 dae ii go mad and jus open e door and ask her get out wat thiin gonna happen ?
ii dunno how long ii can tahan .
Moii liimiit already over moii liine liiaos ~
Gastriic probs start agaiin . .
Oh ya . . ! Somethiin happen make mii scare dao .
ii dunno moii piing xue come back agaiin .
ii black out for 10sec wen ii stand up .
Tat feeliin Sucks ~ =.=
Den kana scold by Mummiie they all . Cos tok half way ii sae waiit den cannot stand properly .
Lols ! !
ii need to orr orr liiaos ~ Super sleepy !
Btw Happy Bdae Guan Yiin Niiang Niiang ! Huat Ahhs ! $.$

x3JesJes_1254am

2010-10-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

25.10.2010_Monday_1133pm

Ahhs ~ Monday bluez . . But den cannot MC .
Hmms . . been feeliin siick for soo many days liiaos .
Hate e feeliin alot .
But den . . ii noe wo hen bu tiing hua .
Cos ii eat 1x med den stiill liike late late sleep . =X
Hmms . . Somemore dunno heng or sway . .
Reach work place . Doc already come iin . but den ii alone . .
Suddenly doc ask mii wher iishx moii partner .
ii was shocked !! WTH ~ ii sae ii thought tomoro den she come back ?
Den doc was liike ahhs ? . .
2piit fools ~ !
Ehhs . . But den wen lady boss come iin ii more siians !
She really makiin mii a ter rii gii ble dae oo .
So0 messy !! Cannot stand iit .
Den . . ii thiink ii really got stm .
Maybe giif her make tiill super confuse dunno want do wat at work lers .
Reach home lers at 5pm++ .
Feed marble lers wanted to sleep .
but den . . ii deciided to take off moii extentiion .
Dunno y . But ii feel more relax lers .
ii miiss moii own haiir soo much .
=P Hees Hees .
ii super sleeply oo .
But dunno y ii jus dun wan liie on bed and sleep .
Now ii m msgiin msn-iing and liisteniin to songs .
oh ya hors . . Jus now ii went Compassvale liink wiif kor kor .
He really berii iirriitatiin ahhs . Keep on diisturb mii .
ii thiink ahhs he addiicted to diisturb mii liiaos .
Fan sii ren . Always dii siiao siiao .
Tok nonsense onlii ~ >.>!
Really feel liike beatiin hiim up sometiime . =X
Oopss ! Eviil !
See noo eviil hear noo eviil .
Lols !!
Sometiime ahhs . .
ii feel sad . . ii feel angry . . ii feel happy . . ii feel confuse . . ii feel miissiin . . etc .
how come wiill haf soo many emotiions oo ? . .
=( but ii really hate to cry .
. . iif ii haf a wiishx really wiishx to be a baby and dun wan grow up .
Wo bu xiiang yao you yii diian diian ders fan nao ~
But ii always beliief iin "Tiime wiill always be e healiin med!"
All ii need iishx more tiime to heal . ^^
alriite alriite . . ii thiink ii need to stop bloggiin ~
Sleepiin tiime ! @.@
Oh ya one more thiingy to add on ,
^^ ii can't stop moiiself not to love e person who ii really already fallen for .
Soo noo matter how a person wana stop e feeliin iishx useless .
ii wun stop moiiself from loviin e person . Unless e tiime reachx lers and ii thiink ii can stop lers ii wiill automatiic stop moiiself .
Force moiiself ii fa xiian iishx useless ~
*Uu can dun need love mii but uu can't stop mii from tat !*
ii slowly slowly heart already not tat paiin lers .
ii sobs b4 . sad b4 . confuse b4 .
Now . . ii dunno wat iishx e feeliin .
But den . . ii noe ii mus sleep now . iif not 2moro work jiiu WAN DAN lers ! ^^

x3JesJes_1152pm

2010-10-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

24.10.2010_Sunday_1157pm

Today super tiired ~
1st tiime yew geng raiin .
E dae b4 berii late den sleep oo .
Alot of weiird thiings happen at e temple ~
Dunno iishx funnii or . .
Hmms . . But ii dun thiink ii wiill follow iif next year stiill haf .
Fiinally back home after yew geng .
Super sleeply . Fall asleep after ii bathe ~
Sleep tiill 830pm .
hmms . . Den super angry .
Cos ii brought bread up iin e afternoon wen back home to eat bcos ii wan waiit eat diinner together .
But den . . they told mii they eat liiaos . =.=
Hmms . .
Dunno wat to sae .
Fiinally Ban gong fiiniishx lers . Tiime for bed lers oo .

x3JesJes_1216pm

2010-10-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

23.10.2010_Saturday_1206am

Wo Zhen De Yao Ting Zhi . . Zhen de bu yao zai zuo sha shi le . .
Zhen de bu ke yi zai ran zuo jue ding !
Wo hai Shi bu liao jie shen me shi "AI" bahs .
Deng wo zhang da duo yi dian . . wo yi ding xue hui .
You ke neng yin wei wo hai mei xue hui ai zhi ji . .
Soo . . Bu hui ai bie ren .
Bu hui ti tie . Bu hui wei ling yi ban xiang .
Goosh~ Soo many weak point .
iif iishx exam ii thiink ii dunno faiil how many tiime .
soo compliicated ~
Hmms . . ii thiink ii alone beta .
Bu hui Qi dao ren . Bu hui quarrel wif moiiself .
ii Dun wan Get iinto tiis kiinda of shiit lers . Not for now . .
Scare liiaos . e paiin jus wun go away .
Even marble giif ders oso not tat paiinful .
heartachiin iishx e worst paiin whiich ii hate most . . but . .
ii jus cannot control makiin e wrong deciisiion tat wiill make mii heart paiin .
maybe liike tattoo . even noe wiill paiin but stiill wana try .
Stubborn ~
ii really need party ~. . ii need to fiind ways to let mii let go e heart paiin feeliin .
Once agaiin ii haf 2 act happy iin front of pple .
terriible ~
ii hate workiin ~ Hate doc ~ hate hate hate !
ii m soo tiired of workiin ~
ii hate iit ii hate iit ii hate iit !!
super iidoiit !!
beta dun let mii stay back agaiin tomoro !!
Fed up ! FOOLS !
!@#$^&()__+)(&%$#!!!!!!!!

_x3JesJes_1226am

2010-10-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

22.10.2010_Friday_1226am

Ban Gong Jus ended .
Hmms . . Not many pple but dunno y oso soo late ~ Lols !!
ii want to blog fiiniishx den go sleep .
Cos ii scare ii may forget . =.=!
Whole dae at work moii eye giif mii a biig probs .
Blurr viisiion all e way . eye super swollen . soo paiinful .
iirriitatiin .
Somemore moii lady boss really damn messy ~
ii wonder y she come for wat .
ii thiink ii beta off workiin alone .
ii cannot concentrate den berii pek cek .
But got 1 thiing berii iinterestiin .
3 kiids came for Flu jab .
They really r brave for theiir age .
1 by 1 come iin demself take e iinj oo . except for e last baby boii .
But he onlii yell abiit . Soo cute ~
Haiis ~
Come back home bathe hao lers den feed marble boii .
body jiiu not feeliin berii well liiaos .
So0 ii went to take a nap at 6 pm .
Wake up at 7 pm . wan dan lers .
Fever liiaos whole body super heavy .
Eat abiit . Den went hougang awhiile .
post moii chq .
Hmms . . Tiill jus now den eat moii med .
Lettiin marble boii play awhiile den ii wan go sleep lers .
Weiird feeliin wen katlyn mummiie ask mii . . "Ehh wher iishx ur bf ? Soo long nehberr saw hiim lers . " hahas !
Den ii told her break off last week lers .
She was soo shock and started to sae sorii to mii .
ii smiile at her and reply her iishx okiies .
Tok all e way .
Ohh and 1 thiingy . Power moii cousiin .
"Stand table" for e whole dae .
Lols !! Lii haii dao ~
=P hao lers . Update tiill here lers .
Wan an Lo ~!!

x3JesJes_1238am

2010-10-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

21.10.2010_Thursday_0123am

=( Super Sad Cum Stress !
ii totally cannot control moiiself .
Totally noo control .
Soo not mii . . ii m not used to be liike tat .
Y m ii growiin weaker ?
always can hiide feeliin well ders wo . . Tiis tiime round Shii Baii lers .
Here iishx e onlii place ii can de-stress bahs .
Wat ii cannot sae out from moii mouth ii onlii can type here .
Berii Lousy ya ? . .
Pple always lost lers den regret .
Maybe jiiu shii bcos got mii tiis kiinda of pple .
Wanted and should sae ders all keep iin heart .
Dun wan and should not sae ders all sae out .
ii deserve to suffer moiiself .
Seriiously ii diin noe ii already fall soo deeply for tiis guy lers .
ii thiink ii m e most S.T.U piid Ger iin e world lers .
ii nehberr learn to express moiiself good iin actiions and words .
Everytiime onlii act siiao siiao diisturb .
And nehberr done thiings well ~
ii rmb e 1st dae together was . .
He meet mii for moviie . At niite ii got diinner for father's day celebratiion .
He come moii hse fetch mii to AMK hub to buy Tiickets .
On our way he jus hold moii hand . .
Asked hiim y he hold moii hand . And Tiis boii sae . . " Scare Uu Fall mahs ."
ii laughx . Cos ii feel soo rubbiishx of wat he sae .
but e hand nehberr let go of moii .
Feel soo sweet . But ii nehberr sae b4 .
Den went to meet all of dem for diinner .
After tat we went moviie den go home .
ii rmb e dae ii was bout to go on holiiday . .
he was workiin but iinsiist to send mii to aiirport . =)
at 1st ii told hiim iishx okiies moii fren and ii wiill share cabby .
Den he nehberr giif up stiill wan fetch mii go .
and ii agree to iit . So0 siilly ~
He ate Mac for hiis lunch at e aiirport .
When he see mii off . . wo hao she bu der oo .
Everydae at Macau dou got thiink dao hiim . .
Gu yii Onliine Msn at Macau . Jus to see whether he got onliine anot .
Sms hiim w/o thiinkiin how much moii biill wiill gonna cost mii wen ii m back iin sg .
fiinally back to Home land .
1st thiing iin miind iishx to see hiim outsiide aiirport .
=) Super happy cos he really there .
But ii feels bad . cos e weather was soo damn hot .
and he was early den moii fliight .
*Gan Dong*
Qii shii ii can rmb all hiis good to mii . .
But ii nehberr once told hiim ii m super happy to haf hiim by moii siide .
ii noe how much he teng mii den ii teng hiim .
Cos he show mii but ii diin .
ii Rmb tat dae ii brought MarbLe Boii Home . .
ii thiink for soo long to deciide whether to buy hiim back home .
He gave mii adviise . .
Brought home lers soo happy .
But . . thiings started to change .
everytiime onlii can thiink of marble boii and neglect hiim lers .
Super wrong actiion .
ii dun blame hiim for blamiin mii .
Cos ii noe ii m wrong lers .
Our story ended not long ago . .
Blame on moii S.T.U piid -ness ~
Careless ~ and Noo braiin .
ii got nothiin to sae .
nehberr regret loviin and beiin wiif tiis boii bahs .
tat's all ii can sae .
he teach mii alot of thiings .
ii dunno ii wiill learn fast anot .
Slowly slowly bahs . .
ii need more tiime to let go of hiim .
ii thiink ii need a long break . .
Tiis tiime round how long mus ii take ? . .
Last 1 ii took almost a year . .
ii dunno how long iit wiill be . .
Pple always sae tiime wiill heal all e paiin and hurts and unhappy thiingy .
ii always beliief iit tiis way .
thanks to all moii Buddiies , frens , siista , brothers , cousiins and famiily ~
they always there to support mii care for mii wen ii m down .
Help mii walk thru all e thiings ii cannot do iit alone .
although they wiill not do iin actiions .
But iin words ii noe already .
Sometiime ii noe ders but ii always liike to act dunno .
F.U.C.K.E.R mii ~
ii m jus an attiitude freak ~
Cannot stand moiiself ~
Always act carefree liike noo body busiiness ~ . .
Liike to keep unhappy thiings to moii heart .
ii cannot rmb wen diid ii ever sae thiings tat ii wana sae from moii heart .
ii wanted to tell hiim tat ii feel lucky tat uu r at moii siide wen ii got niitemare .
but ii diidn't .
ii wanted to tell hiim wo zhen de hao aii nii wen ii feels how much he teng mii .
but ii diidn't .
Alot alot alot more ii diidn't and ii miissed wen ii got e chance .
O.o not early for mii to contiinue lers . .
Although today iishx ii work half way come home one .
ii got lots more to type .
But moii S.T.M iishx gettiin bad to worst ~
Ytd on bed thiink dao ders all gone ~ . .
Watchiin at marble jiiu remiinds mii of hiim .
See e cage e pee pan e grass ball e stone e food holder e wood block makes mii remiinds of hiim .
See e shiirt hangiing there remiinds mii of hiim .
And worst thiing iishx hiis piillow stiill at home . .
every niite besiide mii sleepiin .
F.M.L ~!
Was shocked but happy to see hiim sms mii Jus now .
e concern from hiim was liike too much .
ii cannot take iit .
Cos ii dun deserve anymore .
ii reply hiim ( Zhan shii bu yao duii wo na me hao ke yii mahs ? Liike tat ii cannot let go .)
Tears falliin down wen ii reply .
Look at wat ii reply ? ha . . Always those super wrong and stupiid ders thiings .
ii jiiu shii always liike tat .
caii huii zuo bu hao one thiing . . . . . . . .
*Alot more iin miind*

x3Jesjes_0252am

2010-10-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

19.10.2010_Tuesday_1147pm

Sorethroat .. Super xiin ku !
Cannot Tahan ~
Eye super dry ~ Sobs !
Hmms ..
ii shall update tomoro wat ii gonna sae ~ ^^
Cannot concentrate .

x3JesJes_1210am

2010-10-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

18.10.2010_Monday_0531pm

Too long nehberr update liiaos . .
Now ii got soo much thiings to type out .
Cos recently e weather too hot liiaos . .
Xiin Qiing Bu Hao !
-Workiin iishx already berii stress to mii liiaos .
e patiients , Doctor , and those adults bu shuang laii bu shuang qu ~
Liisten too much make mii super nagatiive .
-Relatiionshiip iishx another probs .
Meii shii zao shii zuo . Really got nothiing to do to help moiiself fiind more trouble .
Make moiiself soo Fan .
ii asked soo many pple . Soo many ans .
But . . ii thiink alone back den .
ii noe ii got wrong oso . ii dunno how to make use of moii tiime .
ii dunno how to plan . And ii m lack of concern .
Lack of care . Bcos ii care for one thiing laii bu jii care for another thiing .
Maybe ii m wrong iin more other ways .
Really berii sorii .
-Humans r really berii iirriitatiin .
ii always thought babys den dunno how to thiink cos they r stiill young and new to e world .
But ii nehberr expect pple who r already above 18 stiill dunno basiic manners , respect , ENGLISH WORDS .
And iif wana hiit on someone pet . . Pls Open up Ur Dog eye and see who den iishx e owner !
Thiink wan hiit jiiu can hiit ? . . ii wiill always RMB wat ii DUN LIKE !
ii dun even hiit moii dog tat way . Wan teach oso LUN BU DAO NI !
and ii really cannot understand Y Some pple already noe they berii tiired . .
But den stiill dun wan go home sleep ? Den nehber ask for permiissiion Jiiu go iin others room to sleep one huhx ? Correct mehs ?
Really need a Good Ans for all tiis ques ~
Y mus let pple do untiil berii ugly den they happy ?
PISS MI OFF ! Damn iit !
Noo matter how ii can REN ii thiink tiis tiime round moii bomb oso cannot take iit liiaos ~
ii promiise ! Beta dun let mii see dao . . iif not ii dun care who besiide ii sure on spot sae w/o giiviin face .

ii m super tiired . and ii wiill be more tiiriin untiil next week .
Thanks to moii lady boss .
Wat oso cannot do . somemore make a mess .
ii cannot concentrate on soo many thiings .
Soo messy ~ =.=!
Wan fiind a Pen oso Hard .
Goiin mad soon . .

x3JesJes_0553pm

2010-09-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

05.09.2010_Sunday_1051pm

02.09.2010_Thursday_1030pm
Heartachiin ~
ii dunno how to fiind excuses to bluff moiiself .
" Trust " iishx all ii asked for .
" Trueful " iishx all ii ever wan .
Wat should ii do ? . . *Confuse*
ii nehberr hiide moii thiings from hiim at all ~
ii dunno y he iishx liike hiidiin hiis thiings from mii ~
Sometiime ii cannot feels liike ii m hiis GF ~ Or we r Jus fren ?
1st tiime ii meet tiis kiinda of thiings .
Who M ii seriiously ? . .
ii noe nothiing much about hiim ~
iishx ii dun wan ask ? . . Or ask lers whether ans iishx true or not true who noes ? . .
ii cannot understand wat he iishx thiinkiin ~
he can tok to mii iin tiis cold way but wen ii tok back cold to hiim cannot oo .
ii ask wateva thiingy ~ There iishx always noo ans back ~
maybe tat's y ii cannot be bother to ask and not ii dun wan to ask ~
ii wonder y frens are more concern den hiim ?
(Post tat ii stoped half way..)

Startiin to wriite for today ~
Sleep whole dae ytd at home ~
ii m really berii tiired . .
Wake up @ 12noon today ~
Den went Lunch wiif Second bro and hiis wiife and Eriic .
Den . . After eatiin kor kor send us to serangoon north ~
As ii need to replace MarbLe boii Water bottle ~
But ii realiised tat he dun used to e new water bottle oo .
Dunno he wiill driink tomoro anot .
We quarrel agaiin today ~
ii m really not feeliin well . .
And ii already warn hiim to stop diisturbiin mii . .
And he choose not to liisten .
soo ii got noo choiice and ii saiid to hiim . .
"Can uu stop tat ? . . Y uu cannot understand wat iishx dun make mii ahhs ?"
"ii already sae dun make mii liiaos ."
Den he keep quiite ~
ii found out tat he dun liike pple to sae hiim oo .
But ii really cannot stand iit ~
iif ii dun sae he wun understand ahhs ~
den giive mii a face .
Liike ii m iin e wrong ~
Everytiime meet dunno y sure quarrel ders .
Super siians ~
Somemore always sae Sat and Sun meet jiiu hao . .
iin e end even weekdays oso meet ~
All he sae 1 .
ii cannot choose ders .
MarbLe boii siick lers ii already berii fan liiaos ~
He somemore wan giif mii more stress ~
Always take MarbLe Boii s examples .
Keep on "Bii Jiiao" how ii treat MarbLe Boii and how ii treat hiim .
Totally diifferent case wat .
ii dun feels liike ii m a gf to hiim ~
Tat's y ii giif diifferent ways too .
All human r e same ahhs ~
ii dun see tat ii m iin wrong .
He complaiin can and ii complaiin cannot ~
Really tiired of all tiis nonsense .
And everytiime sae dun wan come on weekdays end up come oso hiis iideal ~
Den quarrel tat tiime sure take out and sae ~
ii was liike . . . dots ! ii thought iishx uu wana come ders oo .
ii diin even force hiim come ~
and ii always tell hiim . "Dun need to come ahhs . Uu can stay home rest and sleep wat ."
Ended up oso liike moii fault ~
iirriitatiin ~ . .
And ii diin ask hiim take cabby come ~ he choose to take cabby hiimself ~
And keep on wan complaiin ~
Everytiime e same thiing happen .
Diid ii took e 1st step wrongly ? . .
ii shouldn't have get started wiif tiis thiingy ? . .
Y m ii makiin moiiself soo stressful ? . .
really got diifferent from e begiinniing and now .
ii m really sleepy liiaos ~ wana sleep early ~
Niites !

_x3JesJes_1110pm

2010-06-27T11:40:00.000-07:00

28.06.2010_Monday_0240am

^^ Soo Fast ~ One year over lers .
Agaiin iishx moii Biirthday (28.06) .
Had a early celebratiion wiif moii frens on 26.06.2010 (Sat)
26.06.2010
After workiin iin e morniin den went home .
Cass Dar sms mii iin e morniin and tell mii tat she and Kiiyo (Bangalii) wiill be comiin to meet mii at 2+pm at moii hse ~ XD
Yea yea ii waiit tiill 3+ pm den they reach oo . Kekes !
Luckiily ii stiill haf 30 miins of eye rest ~ Hees !
They brought lunch for mii to eat . ^^
After eatiin den ii slack awhiile den go bathe and do moii thiings lers .
Allen kor kor 5+pm reach moii hse downstaiir ~
Hohos ! He waiited berii long for us .
Cos we drag here and there ~
Meet hao lers den we took MRT down to Town lers ~
Meet Tall , Da sao Ba and Lena at Coffee Club for diinner ~
Hees . ii diid not fiiniishx moii diinner cos berii full ~ =P
Diinner done den we straiight go Boat Quay ~
-faiinted !
Backsiide haben hot yet den 1st cup ii almost K.O !
Thanks to Allen Kor Kor ~.~
Den all e way ii onlii get to driink Pure w/o Miixture ~
Berii thanks ders norhs .
ii thiink 10+pm ii m already knock down .
1st tiime 1st year ii celebrate moii bdae and ii got soo drunk !
Lols ! But stiill really Thanks dem for beiin there for mii ~
Berii happy wiif dem comiin down to celebrate wiif mii ^^
Mus work ders all took leave bcos of moii bdae ~
Work tiill 7 ders all change early knock off ~ Hao Gan Dong oo !!
Aii Sii Nii Men lers ! XD
Den ii thiink Kor kor called Eriic to come and fetch mii home b4 he went off early ~
hmms ~ Eriic reached lers ii already gone case liiaos bahs ~
Cos ii dun even noe he was there lers . =.=
Super Super drunk ! Soo PS ! @.@
Cos damn early ~ Lols !
Send Lena home lers even reached carpark lers ii oso dunno ~
Soo terriible !
Hmms . . After bathe was alriight lers .
But stiill get hang over e next dae ~
Slack Slack den went for diinner .
Eriic Treat . Hohos ~
Den he driive mii home ~
Reachx home of cos cannot escape kana Nag .
Cos ii diid not iinform mummiie tat ii nehberr go home ~
Oppss !
Hees ~ But nag awhiile okiies liiaos ~
Tat's moii mum ! ^^
But stiill ii Love her more ~ Kekes ~
Tok cock wiif Dem . Den ahhsss . . .
1 thiink make mii damn Pek Cek wen ii come back iishx . .
ii saw "Shh Shh" on moii room floor ! And moii Bed was iin a Shiit Mess !
WTH ~ Doggiie shiit-iing and pee-iing iin moii room ~
Tiis 1 ii really cannot stand iit .
Not cute jiiu can do tiis kiinda of thiing ~ =.=
Room iishx soo diif wiif kiitchen and liiviin room ~
And ii haf to help clear ? . .
Somemore iishx not moii Doggiie ~
iif iishx Baby Ng sure kana wreck by mii !
Bed iishx for sleepiin ~ ii cannot understand y pple cannot understand tiis siimple logiic .
ii maybe a messy person ~ But ii really cannot stand diirty ~
Cos iif too diirty ii wiill get rash berii ez ~
tat's wat ii hate .
Owner dun wana do somethiin about iit den ii thiink somethiin Ugly gonna happen soon ~
Mummiie and Daddiie already sound out liiaos . .
Shall waiit and see wat gonna happen den .
ii got noo eye see liiaos ~ noo ear to hear oso .
Berii tiired to sae oso liiaos .
Dun thiink iishx liike a Home ~
Feel more liike . . Dunno how to sae . .
wateva ~ ii m sleepy already ~

x3JesJes_0308am

2010-06-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

24.06.2010_Thursday_1224am

Diin go work at niight today ~ Head Damn paiin suddenly .
Meet Eriic for diinner cos he sae he wana meet mii .
=) he always briing mii to places where ii nehberr went b4 . .
Or can sae ii diin even noe got tiis place iin SG . =.=
Tiis iishx e 2nd tiime he briing mii for diinner where got sea viiew lers oo .
Can see he really diid alot of thiinkiin wen ever he wana briing mii out ahhs . . Lols !
Sometiime ii really tend to forgot hiis real age . .
Cos . . He always tok to mii iin e way liike moii age .
~.~ Lols ! but stiill always make mii laugh tiill cannot stop ~
Rmb ii told hiim to giif mii morniing call 1 x niia .
But he stiill got giif mii morniing call even ii diin ask hiim to . Hees !
You yii diian diian xiing fu ders gan jue oo . =X
Lols ! ii dunno tiis deciisiion iishx "riight" or "wrong" .
already deciide lers ii wiill jus contiinue .
We shall see bahs ~ Nobody can prediict future ~
Kekes ! ii m soo tiired ~ After Bloggiin den ii wan go sleep lers .
Kor Kor wanted to meet mii for diinner oso ders oo .
But ii dunno e place den he ended up oso diin reply moii msgx lers .
so0 we diin meet up iin e end .
2moro see wat he gonna sae lers ~
Tiis tiime round sure kana "Diiao" by hiim ~ =XX
Noe hiim too well liiaos ~ One dae bo sae mii he Whole body iitchy ~ =.=!
So0 ii m gonna prepare for 2moro . ^^
OmGx !! Bdae reachiin soon ~ Goiin 22 years old lers oo .
Hao ke Pa !! Cannot take iit ~ . . .
Yao lao yii shuii lers yea ~ Zhen bu xiiang ~
Ke shii meii you ban fa . @.@

x3JesJes_1245am

2010-06-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

23.06.2010_Wednesday_1258am

Hmms.. Dunno iizziit ii thiink too much..
Really feel some wher iishx wrong wiif hiim after he know Kor iishx wiif mii jus now . =.=!
Ask hiim he oso dun wana sae ~
ii oso dun wana force hiim to tell mii..
he diid not diirectly tell mii tat he iishx unhappy.
But e MSGx he send was really 180degree change oo.
Shii wo Duo Xiin lers mahs?..
Dao dii shii zhen yang ahhs?..
Wo bu liiao jiie dao dii fa shen lers shen me shii..
Jue ders hao fan.. ~.~

x3JesJes_0105am

2010-06-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

15.06.2010_Tuesday_1222pm

Work tiill hao leii ~ =( sobs sobs !
Alot alot of tiime ii really feel liike giiviin up lers . . >.>!
But. . ii always tell moiiself tat ii cannot . . Mus hold on . .
No0 work no0 $$ . Cannot shoppiin liiaos ~ =.=
No0 $$ all e biills how ? . .
Keep on thiinkiin iishx all ii can support moii miind of dun wan to work lers ~
Wo ders shii jiian yue biian yue shao ~
Shao dao wo dou bu zhii dao yao how to fiind free tiime .
Wo hao leii ~
iif 1 dae really drop flat ii oso got nothiin to sae ~
Work tiill tiis kiind of jiing jiie ~
ii dunno wat ii m thiinkiin ~ -.-
Makiin moiiself really berii tiired .
iishx tiis wat ii really wan from e start ? . .
But ii she bu ders leave e niite job agaiin ~
ii feel happy workiin wiif dem . .
e happy ii dunno how 2 sae .
really berii diiff ~
Morniing job hen hao . Jus tat e happy feeliin dun haf .
Onlii got stress ~
Tiime Up ~ Moii eye totally cannot open already ~ . .

x3JesJes_1234pm

2010-05-16T10:30:00.000-07:00

17.05.2010_Monday_0130am

Hmms ~ ii thiink iit's been awhiile siince ii last update moii blogg bahs ~
Had been bz workiin morniin and niite ~
So0 iif ii really got tiime ii sure sleep ~ =.=!
Haben start workiin PT ii thought ii can take iit .
But den work lers den ii noe . .
Really berii tiiriin !
. . . But . . ii m not gonna giif up tat fast .
Cos iit iishx fun to work at there ! =)
Tiired jiiu tiired bahs .
Cos iishx ii choose ders ~ kekes !
Last Frii . . ii noo work at niite .
Wen to a Pub near serangoon ~
Hmms . . Consiideriin whether should ii celebrate moii 22nd bdae there .
Cos quiite Relaxiin ~
And oso 22nd dun need a biig celebratiion . .
-.- So0 Old !
Sat wen to PLAY . . Hmms . .
Somethiin Unhappy happen .
But den Okiies liiaos . =)
Sun wen biishan for appt ~
Den wanted to go bugiis 1 . .
Too lazy ~ Somemore Raiiniin ~ =.=
iirriitated !
e weather really too much .
Hot den berii Hot . . Raiin den Raiin non stop . .
Berii Stuffy tiis few daes ~
Moii contact lens berii Dry .
Oh ya ~ Somethiing Funnii happen Jus now .
Kor Kor pass e umbrella to Lena ask her put iit behiind .
Noe wat she sae ? . .
Lena : Put on e siit ahhs ? . .
(E umbrella iishx wet!)
Kor : On e floor . .
Lols ! Wher got pple put wet wet ders umbrella on e siit not puttiin on e floor ders oo ? . .
Tiis cousiin of miine really more and more lame liiaos ~
Can sae wat . . Dii Ler Jii Dii Der Yu Tou Niiao Jiiu Biian Ben Lers ~ =/
Laugh dao wo ~ . . Lols !
oh Oh ! 0143am liiaos ~
GTG ! Sleepiin tiime !
Update agaiin nextiime ~

x3JesJes_0144am

2010-05-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

03.05.2010_Monday_1249am

Berii Berii tiired ~
Moii miind , Moii Heart , Moii body . .
Really feel berii tiired ~
ii dunno wat can ii do to feel less tiired .
Can moii body take iit any longer ? . .
ii really dunno . .
Bu xiiang ren lao ye bu ke yii lers ? . .
But ii m onlii goiin 22 .
Bu xiiang zhe me kuaii fang qii .
Wana do wat ii can do now ~ Wana do wat ii wan now ~
Wo ye you wo ders mong xiiang ~
Wiill come true anot ii dunno . .
But at least ii noe ii diid try b4 .
Den ii wun regret bahs .
ii may be a stubborn ger . .
S ii noe alot pple berii concern bout mii .
ii noe uu all scare tat ii wiill get berii tiired den get siick . .
All e concern ii noe . . Xiie Xiie Nii Men . .
ii may not noe how to thiink sometiimes . .
And moii stubborness always dun wan liisten to any adviise .
ii wiill learn how to control not to be soo stubborn at tiimes .
But not soo fast bahs . .
Tiime passes soo fast . . Monday liiaos ~
Morniin got work Niite oso got work ~
=.=! -Faiinted !
Zhen ders zhen ders hao leii ~
WO HAO LEI AHHS ~!
How to make moiiself more relax ? . .
Bu zhii dao . . . . . . .
Tiis iishx Moii Liife ~ Dun wana get control . .
Freedom iishx all ii ever wan . .

x3JesJes_0108am

2010-04-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

27.04.2010_Tuesday_1207am

iidoiit !
OT noo pay stiill mus kana eat soo many tiimes ~
Really cannot stand iit .
ii dunno ii can tahan at here for how long .
Walk 1 step see 1 step . .
Cos startiin PT 2moro liiaos .
Wun be updatiin here alot 2dae s ii already updated somewher else .

x3JesJes_1211am

2010-04-24T11:48:00.000-07:00

25.04.2010_Sunday_0417am

Sat whiile ii m workiin ~ Got alot of thiings happen . =.=!
But dun feel liike sayiin . Cos really iirriitated liiaos ~
Adults r so0 compliicated . . .
Communiicatiion Break Down and ii haf to settle everythiin .
Somemore damn Bz today ~
Tiis year onlii goiin 22 niias oo .
Tiired of Workiin . . But den . . Stiill haf to work .
Who ask mii born iin Siingapore ? . .
No0 choiice ~ And ii m gonna start workiin moii 2nd job on next tues ~
ii dunno wat wiill happen .
Dun dare thiink . But ii noe 1 thiing iishx tat ii sure berii berii tiired .
And iishx tiime for mii to Learn how to do saviin liiaos bahs .
Play too much liiaos . -.-
Play dao dunno how to save .
Maybe ii should stop playiin for some tiime lers .
Earn 1st den play bahs ~
But stiill wiill fiind tiime to peii Frens . ^^
Sunday ii sure mus rest whole dae ~!!
Onlii Off dae . . Thiink liiaos really abiit siians ~
But den . . ii wan to use e money ii earn to enjoy moii liife . .
Do wat ii wana do . Buy wat ii wana buy .
Although Moii FullTiime Pay iishx enoughx for mii to use .
But earniin extra iincome oso not tat bad bahs ~
=P Hope everythiin wiill goes well . Hope moii body can take iit .
Hahas ~ [24.04.2010_Saturday]
Celebratiin Ah Gong 80th Bdae .
@ Sembawang dunno wher eat diinner ~
Hees . After tat chat wiif cousiins den go home liiaos .
Reach home ii wanted to pay moii Crediit Card Biills ders .
S.T.U piid AXS machiine dunno wat happen . Cannot use . =/
Siians Half ! Haii mii go down den come up agaiin ~
Come up liiaos den open moii lappy ~ . .
*Frustrated
FB berii laggy . Dunno y mus keep on refreshiin .
Other web page oso liike tat .
Play Game play tiill wan vomiit blood ~ Cliick 1 tiime mus waiit berii long oo .
ii left e lappy open den ii go help moii mummiie play MJ ~
Play Hao lers den ii come back use better abiit lers oo .
*iirriitated
Chat on msn wiif frens den . .
Play moii FB game .
A fren asked whether can call mii anot .
So0 ii tell hiim okiies iif ya wana call .
Chat for 2 hours . . Of rubbiishx ~ LOLS !
Moii eye Closiin soon liiaos ~ Berii tiired .
On 23.04.2010_Friday niite ii went boat quay and driink .
All e Ben Kor ders fault .
Somemore Miix Beer and Martell .
Whole person damn xiinku .
Cos ii dun haf enough sleep den go work den stiill go driink .
Sat morniin was liike . . . Dots Dots !
Somemore promiise mii sae wiill giif mii morniin call ders norhs ~
Haii Da Gou Gou , Gaii Zhang !
Piian Ren !
Ended up 9 +am den call .
ii straiight away tell hiim - Berii Early hors ? . .
He stiill can ans mii back - At least ii got call mahs .
-faiinted !
ii Tell hiim back tat ya ya . waiit tiill he call ii thiink ii already berii late for work liiaos .
Always Na Wo Laii Siiao Keng ~ iidoiit Piig !
Get scolded by mii on e dae he jiio mii peii hiim go boat quay ~
Ended up e next dae become good boii ~
Stiill noe how to do housework ~ Hohos !
ii hear liiaos keep laughiin ~
Cos really cannot beliief he wiill do housework ~ =X
Luckiily he wun be readiin ~
But even he wiill ii oso not scare he saw ~ Bleahss !
Zuii Hao Qii Sii Ta ~ =]
Bully mii he Zuii Lii Haii Liiaos ~
Really Hao sleepy liiaos ~
ii wan go Orr Orr lers ~ . . .
Wan An Lers ~ Update agaiin Wen Nana Huang Remiinds mii to . =XX

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2010-04-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

13.04.2010_Tuesday_1009pm

Hmms . . So0 fast ~ Siince ii start tiis new blogg already got 55 post lers oo .
All e rubbiishx ii haf blogg . Kekes !
Tiis iishx e 3rd blogg ii create lers . =.=!!
Dunno create soo many for wat . Hees ~
2dae weather really not berii good ~
Morniing and Afternoon soo hot .
Den eveniing start raiiniin ~ Haii mii CAught iin e raiin .
Now headache . >.-
*Paiin Paiin*
After work come back relax relax den play audii lers .
Play awhiile log iin and out alot of tiime . =D
Now ii m Out dunno y thiink abiit lagg .
Hao bored ~ Dunno iissiit due to weather den whole person feels soo heavy ~
Today ders mood 40% niia .
ii wan dl new game and play play ~
Oh Moii ~ ii m so0 hungry now .
Dunno wat's DA KOR doiin downstaiir ~
Buy so0 long ~ ii thiink ii may wan to sleep early today ~
Head Damn Heavy ~ =(
Body Liike not moii body liike tat .
Hope iishx not goiin to get siick agaiin ~
-faiinted !
Beriii tiired liike tat work .
But den ii wiill be makiin moiiself more tiired iin MAY .
Goiin to fiind PT job .
Hmms ~ Cannot iimagiine ii wiill get how tiired . . =P
But den . . Now moii thiinkiin iishx siince ii m stiill young ii thiink ii should earn more .
Although Now FullTiime ders pay iishx enoughx for mii to pay biillss and enjoy moiiself .
But Den nehs . . Hahas ~ No0 saviin . =.=!
Work for soo long liiaos stiill cannot save .
Dunno y wiill liike tat .
Work untiil so0 Xiinku . End up dunnoo wher all e $$ goes to .
Really mus learn how to thiink liiaos .
Hahas ~ (Admiit tat ii dunno how to thiink iin e past)
Y do human need to grow up ? . .
Siians ~
And how come human wiill get "MAO TUN" sometiime ?
Hmms ~ ii wan Sleep ahhs ~ Keep on Yawns liiaos .
But den nehs . . Dunno y ii keep forciin moiiself to be awake ~
1030pm niias ahhs ? . . maybe scare lata wake up iin e miidniite den cannot sleep liiaos ~
So0 Ter-rii-cii-ble ! Hor-rii-cii-ble ! Ve-ge-table !
Now ii dunno wat ii wan to do .
Dunno wan go iin play audii ~ Or . . FB-iing Or Msn-iing Or Download new onliine game and play ? . . =)
Alot iideal but den . . Lazy to do .
Haben even do Hao moii iitunes ders songs ~ =.=!
Thiink liiaos jiiu Tiired ! -.-

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2010-04-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

10.04.2010_Saturday_0126am

Here ii m bloggiin agaiin ~ =D
Went to see Ju On (The Whiite and Black Ghost) on 08.04.2010(Thurs)
Always pay to make moiiself scare . =.=!
Hahas ! iirriitatiin sound Ju On always has .
Hmms . . Den Nana Huang come to moii hse and stay after moviie .
We tok whiile on bed .
Somethiin funnii happen .
=P Moii bro bed besiide standiin ders bed drop on her suddenly .
Laugh tiill cannot stop ! ROFL ~
Den ii got msgx on fone .
E sound she thought iishx ii make ders .
Really cannot stand her ~ Lols !
ii keep on sae ii got soo BOliiao mehs ? . . Dots ~
2dae work e tiime really damn slow ahhs ~ siians ~
She at moii hse sleep tiill ii back . Hohos ~
Den iintro mii tiis song berii niice norhs !
(Time to Love)
Hmms ~
2moro goiin LCK ~ >.> Awws !
Dunno mus go tiill wat tiime .
=P ii drop moii key 2dae iinsiide e draiin downstaiir of moii hse .
den we try to pull e cover but cannot oo .
So0 sad ahhs .
thought mus make a new paiir lers .
But den . . Da kor ask us down agaiin den he help mii take up .
Cool norhs ! =D
Aii sii ta lers nahs !
Lols ~ Berii Sway ahhs ~ Buy 4D oso noo soo zuii drop iinsiide e draiin hole ~
Somemore e hole berii small norhs .
-.- Faiinted !
Moii hand = Leg , Leg = Hand .
Kekes !

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2010-04-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

06.04.2010_Tuesday_0939pm

Whole dae feeliin berii sleepy ~
Oh yaa ~ iirriitatiin contact lens giiviin mii trouble 2dae .
Work tiill half way dunno run tiill where iinsiide moii eye . .
Make moii eye ball damn paiin and red .
Luckiily iit run back agaiin . >.>!
Berii dry recently ~
Maybe tiis iishx e reason y ii m tiired ~
Boriin day ~ Come up from Downstaiir den noo one @ home liiaos .
Whole hse so0 quiiet ! =.=!
Hmms . . Work wiif lady boss 2dae cos Esther was on leave . (BabySiittiin Dae)
Same Probs . . Accounts Wrong "Q" Wrong .
Whole place messy ~ Really cannot concentrate !
Somemore . . Got alot procedure todae .
Really terriible ~
Morniin got 2 Blood test .
3 appoiintment need to do .
Afternoon got 2 ear syriingiing and 1 Knee Injectiion .
ii m jus a human whiich make of fresh not robot tat iishx make of metal .
Metally break down iif contiinue .
And den got alot med haben top up yet .
Before Doctor went for holiidae need to order med tat iishx low .
iif not . . Cannot iimagiine wat wiill happen .
Terriible ! really hate iit wen cliiniic fone keep riingiin ~
ii jus cannot understand y pple keep on call and ask e same ques everydae .
Really got nothiin new ? . .
Examples : Hello ! Today iizziit Dr Soh ? . .
Can ii regiister on fone ? . .
Can ii buy med ? . .
Can uu help mii wriite names ? . .
Wat tiime r uu open ? . .
WTH ! Hello ~ Liike all 1st tiime come to e cliiniic liike tat .
Should haf noe long ago wat . . . Somemore most of them iishx regular ~
Really iirriitatiin piiece of SHIT !
Too much tiime and got nothiin better to do .
Although iin tiis liine already for 5 years .
ii jus can't help moiiself to get used to tiis pple ~
FON iishx a code for us whiich means . . Full Of Nonsense !
Really got tiis kiinda of pple . not kiiddiin ~
Esp Company Patiients .
Dun need pay But FON !
Attiitude Probs . . Complaiint Queens And Kiings ~
Lots of diiff kiind of pple uu wiill get to see .
Good mood oso wiill change to Bad mood bcos of dem .
ii seldom bother bout dem . Even Dr oso noe ii wat oso dun bother .
Jus iignore . Work y mus haf soo much stress ? . .
Regret of not contiinue to study ~
Hmms . . Wahss Audiitiion really load damn Slow ~
Dunno mus load tiill wen . =.=!
Tiime to download onliine game to play lers .
Berii long nehberr play onliine games liiaos .
Stop here lers . Updates agaiin nextiime . .

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2010-04-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

02.04.2010_Friday_1223am

Locatiion : Room
Weather : Dunno . .
Mood : Angry ..

iidoiit Allen Kor Kor !
Qii Sii Ren !
Always Lastmiin giif mii nonsense !
ii Swear ii wiill nehberr beliief hiim !!
Jiio mii go out ii wiill nehberr confiirm wiif hiim !
*Roll Eye*
Humphs ~!
1st tiime haii hao . Dunno iishx how many tiime liiaos .
ii jiio hiim go out nehberr once put hiim aeroplane ~
>.>! Dan Baii !
Dun wan sae bout hiim liiaos ~ Sae liiaos more angry .
2dae agaiin ii on mc liiaos .
Stiill haben recover yet . .
4 daes liiaos . not better and yet gettiin worst .
Med ii eat liiaos . Rest liiaos oso e same .
*Frustrated*
Driink hot water ii oso driink liiaos ~
Really hate e feeliin of beiing siick .
Luckiily tomoro iishx PH ~ Dun need take mc . =.=!
After takiin e FLU JAB jiiu always siick .
Really Damn iirriitatiin !
Nehberr had e jab ii nehber siick for 3 years .
took liiaos after 1 month jiiu kana H1N1 .
Now siick agaiin ~ Wahs Sehs !
So0 shiitiie !
ii m soo sleepy ~
But . . bed was iin a mess now .
And ii haben pack moii Cupboard yet ~ =/
So0 siians . . See soo messy . .
Stop Bloggiin Liiaos ~ ii wan go do 1 by 1 lers .

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